Too fast darling,

2008;)

Okay sorry guys, my camera's memory card got some sad problem and i cried like a baby just now. What a shame. okay it's actually more about going back to sabda ;'(

Not much left to say, Malaysia won! that night was another blast night. that indon tuh pun ternganga. Tuh la, kutuk lagi malaysia. aku dh ckp garuda kau tak kan ke mana. balik kampung makan sayur asem la babe haha. See, 4-2. puak indon tu pakai laser malaysia still won. kau nk ckp apa lagi? oh oh and where's your Julia Peghez with her laser bra whatever tuh? Mmg tak educated lah kau julia peghez menyampah betul aku. Haish kalau nk ckp pasal puak indon mmg sampai bila2 tak habis. Sorry to say lah, I mmg alah dgn Indon ni. sangat frust dgn sikap minah2 and mat2 indon tu. banyak lagi nk ckp tapi buat tambah dosa je.

Most of the girls are now addicted to that Khairul Fahmi Che Mat aka Apek. Oh demo, kelik kelate nnt kito jumpo deh? bawok sekali dgn gewe mu. HAHA. not saying that I'm crazy about him which is I am not. but I felt that he's kinda hot and sexy during the game. (mampuih I kalau gf dia baca ni) hihi. jkjk.

So I went to SKBJ just now, got Orientation for standard 1 next year. i followed my mom je, I tak ada adik darjah 1 pun. I woke up around six, hihi. and didnt go for my tuition class which is actually the actual last class.

tuttttttt

and it's another 31st December. the day which i never thought would ever came this fast :( means that I'm going back to SABDA soon. and i hate it. i was trapped in SABDA for a year.

What's good about this year, i met great friends, genius, unique and weird people, nerds, religious, handsome guys, met sultan perak. Malaysia football team won. khairul fahmi. i've learned a lot. getting even BETTER when: i met a short big liar who loves to make fool of herself, i cried a lot, met a teacher who loves to yell at everyone. thanks a lot miss. I cried a lot. I missed people a lot. missed things a lot. regret-ed things a lot. being a loner at school. I talked less than last year. tak banyak gelak. I hate school. I hate hostel lifestyle. I eat a lot. gain weight.

I guess sabda was a mistake for me. or it's me who still couldn't face it. I'm hoping for a better day to come. It's my SPM year and I'll try not to be so negative about anything. It's not so bad kan compared to student form 1 yang got 4 years more to survive. but SABDA, please stop making me cry like a bitch. I'm not that strong. yeah i look so cool but the fact is i am not.

guess why am i still alive? haha. the reason is them:)

natasha
♥ Jaihooooo

mnbvcxz

masa gila.

So last night was a blast. well, i'm gravely proud to be malaysian after all they've done. At first I wanted to wear my citrine jersey to show how high-spirited am I haha, but i just wore that jersey on saturday so, you know.

Three f goals babe. 3-0 kau nk cari kat mana? Haha. Yeah I was screaming like hantu kak limah balik rumah. oh mann, this is better than getting straight A's in PMR last year, literally. First goal I was like "yeahh serve you right Indon wohooo" and then i was so excited waiting for the next goal. another goal I was like "is this real? Yeayyy!" Well i'm not hoping for another goal but wohooo there's another goal! goodjob Malaysia. Wait, no goal for Indonesia? Oh okay hihi.

oh today's eppa birthday. Happy birthday dude. lawok gilo mlm td kito dok kecek kelate. saing mu pung gilo macey mu gok. haha. Segan gilo part ambo kecek kelate dgn saingmu. dio doh la pure kelate, bukay mcm mu, Kelate-wannabe haha. I've tried my best to speak in kelate but it turned out to be a disaster haha. Anyway thanks a lot lah, you've made my day.

I'm planning to out with my gayfriends this week but my cik minah anas went to Taiwan. Haishh. It's gonna be a boring week for me tralalalalala and datin su, i guess she's so busy with her dato' hahaha. and I saw something really nice in fb just now. wohooo I dont know whats wrong with you girl that you copied mine? but well i'm not going to mess up my last week at home with that little tiny problem, whatever you like. I'll meet you anyway by next week and i'm so gonna kick your ass out of there LOL I'm kidding, i'm not that mean. Enjoy your week girl muahhhh! haha.

Ada air terjun pulak dekat hidungku ni alahaiii haccooooom! and I'm hungry here, does anyone got any extra MCchicken or something cheesy? (is there any sound of feeling hungry?) errr krokk krokkk? Okay need to wake up early tomorrow because I got Addmath class aka my last tuition class for this holiday. so that's mean shool is going to start again soon. die lah then. Kthanksbye. Salam.

natasha
♥ Mind yours or go die

zxcvbnm

I look even sweeter in pink than ever isnt it? har har har.

I haven't been blogging much lately. I'm pretty sure nobody in the world will read this. except me, once in a while. itupun when I get terribly bored. here's what I've been doing the whole week: eating, watching movies, facebooking, Tumblr-ing, eating some more hihi and spent time in front of the piano but did nothing. Well, I should have done with the A Comme Amour song but I only get to catch up the intro. what a lazy dumbass.

I decided to explore my homeworks last night. oh oh oh I did try to finish my bio scrapt book and I've done the first page of it hihi. those five karangan, haih not even one pun I have touched. I'll try to at least think of it. let's hope it will work out HAHAHA. By the way at this very moment, my only youngest sister is enjoying her time at SunwayLagoon with aunt. and I'll try not to be jealous. I'm gonna own that sunway somehow. haha. I'm hoping too much to go out next week.

Haaaaah, do you guys still remember about the kenduri post and the visit to my mom's bestfriend house who suffered from breast cancer tu? well, I bet you didnt. Sadly inform, arwah Pn. Azimah Ibrahim telah pulang ke rahmahtullah hari khamis lepas pukul 9 pagi. Al-Fatihah kepada arwah and semoga arwah ditempatkan di tempat2 orang yg beriman. Amin, Salam Takziah kepada sanak-saudara arwah yg terdekat juga. It's so sad thinking of her kids who are
still that small.

she's at the middle one. she will forever remain in heart,
a great mum of 3 kids and a bestfriend of mymom.
Al-Fatihah,

natasha
♥ Malaysia versus tuttt. Go Malaysia! Bikin panas sama itu tuttt.

Baby I like it.

Natasha pakai shawl hooooooo =.=

Okay i just received my school's letter with my final year result in it. Homaooooo thank God my mom didn't say anything about my result (act she did say something) i got number 50 over 161 students of form 4 in Bagan Datoh Science School (BADASS) isnt it cool? 'badass' haha. Again, as i expected I failed my addmath. I did quite well in my physics and chemist. my Bio is just so-so. i got 49 marks only. It's not really bad kan? Haha. Well, I didnt study much for my exam (dont tell my dad haha) Congrats to my friends and Aisyahhhh you're going to enter the elite class next year so we wont be sitting together dah ;( so sad. Tuh lah aisyah pandai sangat. next year no more 4 Farghani and i'm gonna miss it. you guys are the main reason why I could surprisingly survive in there, I am always their Natalia. awwww sweet tak? ;P haha

And Najwa's going out today while im at home as usual. maybe Anas cant stay at my home since mymom is not in well condition so Anas im so sorryyy. dont worry ibu, I am not going anywhere anymore but SABDA,SABDA and SABDA. cant wait for that. kbai salam ;(

natasha
♥ i'm a loner, don't talk to me.

burning hot lips

I was waiting for my dad like a stupid jerk outside the bistro just now. Argh whatever. I hate waiting for so long for gods sake! Note that my future boyfie. haha. Oh I got physic class today and haih carmen wasnt there. She went to Japan. =.= Bosan gila you tahu semalam and tadi. Dah lah lambat lagi you nk balik. so I sat with ching ling errrr sounds like chin ling haih i dont know ;P she's fun like you carmen. And last monday i went out. i met someone cute at the macbeth shop. damn you macbeth, im so going to meet him again next time, with anas. haha;) And yeah I can't lie that i'm now missing a Sabdarians Hehehe. believe me. and she's Aisyahhhh my bondaaaa. I miss your wild acts and your gay touches awww awww hahaha! ;D K bye salam.

Sumi gapa Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot, Mami apa Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot
HAHAHA XD

natasha
♥ fall for you, again.

Happy Birthday lil sis.

11th December and it's another awesome day. Happy Birthday Nur Hanis Shafiqah I love you muah muah ♥ Be a good girl like your along muahaha. Ibu and abah have given me permission to go out tomorrow. sure i'll buy you something. that day cik anggerek brought us to IOI mall for bowling. we're actually planning to go to redbox but since it was already Maghrib, not nice kan nk melalak. Hehe. Then played games and had papajohn for dinner. Najwa wasn't there to feel the glee cause she's one of the flower girls for somebody's wedding. Haih I don't know. Anyway thanks cik an and cik ha. Homework? don't ask.


I just got back from SMK Aminuddin Baki. Kbye. Salam.

natasha

♥ i guess my life story is the best movie i've ever watched

Dumb

Gua rewmpitz pakai m0t0r besar, lu jangan main gilewr br0. HAHA

Okay I yg main gila skg because my neck still hurts and I cant move it right round right round when you go down when you go down down LOL, The fact is I tak jatuh kat mana2 pun. Guys, I was actually walking to my bed and suddenly "B, kenapa leher along rasa sakit ni" then i lied down on my bed and the f pain came out of the blue. Weird isn't it? i went out looking for somebody to massage me. so she did. but the pain still there,playing around my damn neck.

This week I went no where. don't ask. Looooong time I don't go shopping. I miss it like seriously );  I've asked my mom to go out next week. I'm waiting for a YES from them. Pleaseeeee. Okay and last night I was in my facebookland and

 I saw something really good. HAHA. Boleh hilang sakit leher tapi tak pun Alahai. Okay lah bye. Salam.

natasha

♥ People say nothing is impossible, but I do nothing every day.

8th December ♥

Anastassia Isabella Othman. well it's your birthday and you'll get your supra on your 20th Birthday since i got no money to buy that supra. i guess you're now into JB. Goshhh. You know what Anas,  you're the awesome-est bestfriend i've ever had. Okay this is kinda crazy but setiap hari aku mintak kau tiba2 ada kat SABDA tu. hehe.With you, i've learned many things. Ingat lagi time aku nangis and kau nangis jugak tu wkakaka. Kelakar betul. I've learned that life is so precious. You are truly a gift from Allah. I thanked Allah for that. I am so grateful to be your gayfriend,forever will. I'm here hoping that your day will be blessed with love, family, friends and lots of fun! and I'm sitting here with my sleepy eyes but i still think of you haih I really miss you right now. makan tak kenyang mandi tak basah lagi haha. Adush. and get away from your imaginary boyfie. get the real one lah syg. baru feeling sikit Haha. LOVE YOUUUU <3 muah muah muah haha. Happy Birthday ♥

Salam Maal Hijrah 1432.

i'm here wishing my family, friends and you Salam Maal Hijrah. hope it's gonna  be a great beginning for this 1432H. grateful to Allah SWT that i'm still here typing this. so people, let's pray for a better year and good health. 
yeah it's a new year again. azam i :


SPM 2011. straight A's in all of the subjects. bio,addmath,physics,chemistry grrr.
FAMILY. gonna spend more time with family
SABDA just accept it natasha, left only a year then you can blah.
GAYFRIENDS. i miss you guys );  


and do my homework.

it's already 2am. pagi2 mcm ni i dah mereng sbb i suppose to be in my dream but see i'm still in front of this laptop. so bila i dah mereng jadi lah mcm ni.

 this red makcik is now in love with Shayne. k bye Salam..

My Delight-er

Yes babes it's December. just forget about the november. lot of things to tell and type but you know, im a lazybones type. so im here with my short post oh yeah the latest one was my cousin's convocation day at UiTM Shah Alam. and we did our big family gathering for couple of days since my grandparents pun turun padang hehh. bbq night and so on. then my mom was transmitted to the hospital. Damn sad );

more photos in my fb account.

these past few days i spent almost my time in the hospital taking care of ibu. omgeee i love you ibu (:

natasha

♥ Everything is okay in the end, if it's not ok, then it's not the end.

Listen.

Wow Im so lazy to update my blogspot. currently im using my tumblr. but it's too private. only some of my friends know. and i guess my blogspot will meet its end at anytime lol. and guys my mom is not well and just got back from TDMC. really hope that she's gonna be fine. and yeah it's december );