Let's Blow This Top

Kicuuu Cak Aaaa

2011-12-06T02:43:00.000+08:00

Hi my pretty people! are you guys serious about reading this? Blehhh it's been months since my last update. Grr i am so sorry please dont blame me, blame the spm.

Hohoho but guys spm is so over. OVER. that's mean no more school babe. yeah baby no more school baby. kehkehkeh. 12 years with that kinda cute school uniform ohh i'll miss it! there's tooooooo many things i wanna story about but as you guys know me, the laziest and the cutest one, wont write it all.

First day of spm was okay, BM paper. guess what, my hand was all shaking as i woke up that morning, i dont know, i was scared maybe. mcm nk menikah dah aku ni. everything was okay but not chemistry. ahh please dont talk bout chemist. mcm frust menonggeng pun ado. apo salah eden pun tak tahu. tidur time kelas ka? double HUH. And for biology paper which was held on wednesday, last day of spm. haaa i felt so blessed! SPM habis je, aku rasa nk nangis. jadi minah jiwang pulak aku ni. not cool at all. then balik rumah, online, tidur.

during this hols i did nothing and that kinda feeling of 'will do nothing' is also there, nothing at all uu uu uuuuu nothing at all. imma be a forever loner at home. oh ya, SABDA i miss you already! muahh muah sikit la sabda? im getting so excited in here and i need a sleep and to dream those good things about life since i am now feeling so lifeless and hopeless, it's already 2.30 in the morning and tomorrow i got to work in the Sims. so childish but im still the perempuan melayu terakhir okay.

Byeeeee ;D

2011-05-01T23:21:00.002+08:00

MALAS GILA NAK UPDATE INI BLOG. SORRY LAH ABANG2 KAKAK2 ADIK2 YG COMEL2 BELAKA YE. OH YA WISH ME LUCK, I'M FACING MY MIDYEAR EXAM THROUGH THIS MAY. BYE! ANYWAY,I AM DOING GOOD WITH MY HOT CRUSHES AROUND HAHAHA :D

Lame baby lame

2011-03-19T10:36:00.001+08:00

Hey hotties. I am back and you should be glad that i am now updating my blog. It's school term break, well, i still got test after this break though. Huhh. The past week had been real nice to me. HKSBP (hari kecemerlangan sbp) was held in my school. wait, isnt it COOL? HAHA, but i didnt bring my camera. *mmg berani lah aku bawak. okay meaning that everyone didnt have to go to class, instead we got bengkel for spm blehhh. Boring but HKSBP was great. I met my romeo(s) during the games HAHA.

I did go somewhere this week:D So yeayyyy for me hahaa. I'm bored, my sisters are now enjoying their saturday at KL Tower with cik ha. While me, stuck in here with my folios have to be done. and facebook bikin perangai. Why lah? *I dont know, ask Mark ^%#$^berg,

Everywhere i go people will start talking about my cheek which i dont think it's cute anymore, haha. "woah tembam dah pipi tu" Okay I know that -.-

not that tembam righttt please say nooooo im begging you haha

I smiled the whole Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. Yeah i recently go out from some mental hospital LOL jkjk. there's someone who made my day with his only "Hi" using IM. I dont know why i feel like i'm flying in a dream iadmitthatilikehim. okay forget it. It's been actually two days since he last texted me. Well i dont care pun he's not even my boyf. Aik suddenly keluar lagu Tilu pulak dalam radio :')

I'm going back to SABDA tomorrow, Goshhh there's a lot of things to be done! I didnt study so i am really in a big problem now. *tuh la asyik berangan je kerja. p/s: it's saturday! so sunday comes afterwards isnt it? betul tak Rebecca Black? Blehhh ahahah.

natasha

♥ I'm lame

aliens

2011-02-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

I am such a slacker, I didn't bring my homeworks back home because I know deep inside my brain i will not even touch one of it. yesterday went back to KL. what a releaseee fuhhhh. I love the smell of it. I got here by bus and straight away took a train to Serdang. then malas nk cerita, tomorrow i have to go back to school already. so sad kan.

School was not okay as i thought it would be, problems are everywhere. It's not about me, its about some people who are freaks. they really can't get a life. sudah. oh oh oh I am fatter than before and I like it <3 i gain almost 10 kg within a year. It's such a big number kan? blehhhh i dont want to be one of those skinny girls anymore because for me fat is cute. this is just a random viewpoint je.

hari apa entah dapat main badminton dgn org tu, hahahaha. i was planning to jimatkan that houseshirt since i am going back to kl but hm it's hard to get the chance to play with him hehh;) Oh he's just a crush of the week.

So have a good Sunday, Monday and whatever days. Salam.

natasha

♥ i'm tired of being ignored

SABDer.

2011-02-12T15:10:00.000+08:00

Izi and Esha. and me. hehh.

Hey guys. i promise you this is going to be a short post,and it's me natasha who's stucked in SABDA for a week and more days to come. So form four students got in. I was actually wondering who's so lucky to be one of SABDA's student hihi. so here they are,really excited to see them, they are nice <3 HAHAHA. Okay i am now at CC Bagan Datoh and just now we just got chased by orang gila dekat CC. funny oh. tonight got BBQ;) So i kena balik awal hari ini,have to cook for this BBQ night. Oh i miss my family at home. I feel like wanna go home now and i want to cuci mata sekali haha so gatal. Okbye,SABDA's calling.

Grin

2011-02-04T22:46:00.002+08:00

Because i'm such a bonehead i have decided to waste my time and blog. it's the third last day of hols so sorry for the lack of updates, oh man I'm facing such a horrible week. hooooo so bad i won't make you suffer with the details. or I should call it CNY fever urghhh bang! shoot me.

So yesterday went to sri petaling to have dinner and i saw a f hot boy, Oh man he's so handsome i could dieeeee;) haha. my sis thought he was Sam lol. very funny b. I straight away sat near to him haha. but damn the waiter asked us to change the sits and huhh bye handsome boy =.= I am so gonna meet him again anyway, alah sri petaling dgn serdang dekat je hihi.

that's my sis, the most annoying human ever. lol very gedik my face

Errr najwa's birthday was on monday. happy belated birthday b. went to Low yatt to find her present. Hm, I haven't been going out much though, it will be a NO when it comes to go out with friends, so unlike some friends, I am not grounded, it's just errr my dad already warned me to just stay at home and study but well guys, see what i am doing now? i dont study at all sorry abah hihi.
.
first month of school was okay. but no hot guys,so pathetic right. haha. and the rules are like whatsoever. school ended at 5. that's not really a problem for me, I am okay with that, oh sadly said i didnt study a thing for my diagnostic test last week, I just did the test with full of craps. okay whatever the test was nothing for me though hihi. Let's wait for another exams to come wohooo ;)

and and and and. hmm. what else huh? i can't seem to think. blehhh. it's getting so bored in here. oh yeah! i don't want this CNY hols to end just yet. i haven't gotten enough fun! i'm fully not ready to face my awful physics and chemistry marks. it feels impossible for me to get my butt of KL and get back to Perak next week. very sad but well, that's life. HAHA.

natasha

♥ I'm so fabulous, i'm so good for you

2011-01-31T00:57:00.001+08:00

Dear Aslam, Hey. I'd never thought we're not going to see each other again, I mean like forever? ;( No wonder you didnt contact me for like so long. and no wonder you didnt wish me on my sixteenth birthday. Your last misscall pun time school holiday bulan 6. but I didnt call you back, bodohnya rasa. I really wish you're still here, you've been a cool friend of mine though we're not from the same school, Ya Allah As dah pergi lama and tasha baru tahu. Sedihnya,nobody on earth pun bg tahu I about this. Actually I was checking my contacts and I saw your name so I was thinking to just say Hi on FB. So I went and saw someone wrote: people still add him.i bet u guys didn't know he's already gone.hmmmmm. at that very moment i thought it's not you but well, Allah love you more. rindunyaa Encik Buyot. Anyway Aslam, Tasha tahun ni dah SPM. dah cukup besar kan ;') Tgh hari tadi tasha tidur and woke up hoping that this was just a dream ;( whatever it is I'll always pray for you. Al-Fatihah.

Salam 2011.

2011-01-02T00:56:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year guys! feel like I am still in year 2010. I am now a perasan seventeen student. Seventeen? That's already old for me. tak rasa pun kenikmatan jadi sixteen ;( nothing special about my new year. oh yeah my gayfriend Anastassia came home! wohooo. stayed up late until 5am talking and stalking cute and hot hot guys and gossiping. Alahai rindunya;) and took lots of gay photos. Okay then, I got to off to bed. so this is going to be my last post until my return. Well, i'm gonna miss you guys. so much. Pray for my best.

Too fast darling,

2010-12-31T16:20:00.000+08:00

2008;)

Okay sorry guys, my camera's memory card got some sad problem and i cried like a baby just now. What a shame. okay it's actually more about going back to sabda ;'(

Not much left to say, Malaysia won! that night was another blast night. that indon tuh pun ternganga. Tuh la, kutuk lagi malaysia. aku dh ckp garuda kau tak kan ke mana. balik kampung makan sayur asem la babe haha. See, 4-2. puak indon tu pakai laser malaysia still won. kau nk ckp apa lagi? oh oh and where's your Julia Peghez with her laser bra whatever tuh? Mmg tak educated lah kau julia peghez menyampah betul aku. Haish kalau nk ckp pasal puak indon mmg sampai bila2 tak habis. Sorry to say lah, I mmg alah dgn Indon ni. sangat frust dgn sikap minah2 and mat2 indon tu. banyak lagi nk ckp tapi buat tambah dosa je.

Most of the girls are now addicted to that Khairul Fahmi Che Mat aka Apek. Oh demo, kelik kelate nnt kito jumpo deh? bawok sekali dgn gewe mu. HAHA. not saying that I'm crazy about him which is I am not. but I felt that he's kinda hot and sexy during the game. (mampuih I kalau gf dia baca ni) hihi. jkjk.

So I went to SKBJ just now, got Orientation for standard 1 next year. i followed my mom je, I tak ada adik darjah 1 pun. I woke up around six, hihi. and didnt go for my tuition class which is actually the actual last class.

tuttttttt

and it's another 31st December. the day which i never thought would ever came this fast :( means that I'm going back to SABDA soon. and i hate it. i was trapped in SABDA for a year.

What's good about this year, i met great friends, genius, unique and weird people, nerds, religious, handsome guys, met sultan perak. Malaysia football team won. khairul fahmi. i've learned a lot. getting even BETTER when: i met a short big liar who loves to make fool of herself, i cried a lot, met a teacher who loves to yell at everyone. thanks a lot miss. I cried a lot. I missed people a lot. missed things a lot. regret-ed things a lot. being a loner at school. I talked less than last year. tak banyak gelak. I hate school. I hate hostel lifestyle. I eat a lot. gain weight.

I guess sabda was a mistake for me. or it's me who still couldn't face it. I'm hoping for a better day to come. It's my SPM year and I'll try not to be so negative about anything. It's not so bad kan compared to student form 1 yang got 4 years more to survive. but SABDA, please stop making me cry like a bitch. I'm not that strong. yeah i look so cool but the fact is i am not.

guess why am i still alive? haha. the reason is them:)

natasha
♥ Jaihooooo

mnbvcxz

2010-12-28T01:00:00.001+08:00

masa gila.

So last night was a blast. well, i'm gravely proud to be malaysian after all they've done. At first I wanted to wear my citrine jersey to show how high-spirited am I haha, but i just wore that jersey on saturday so, you know.

Three f goals babe. 3-0 kau nk cari kat mana? Haha. Yeah I was screaming like hantu kak limah balik rumah. oh mann, this is better than getting straight A's in PMR last year, literally. First goal I was like "yeahh serve you right Indon wohooo" and then i was so excited waiting for the next goal. another goal I was like "is this real? Yeayyy!" Well i'm not hoping for another goal but wohooo there's another goal! goodjob Malaysia. Wait, no goal for Indonesia? Oh okay hihi.

oh today's eppa birthday. Happy birthday dude. lawok gilo mlm td kito dok kecek kelate. saing mu pung gilo macey mu gok. haha. Segan gilo part ambo kecek kelate dgn saingmu. dio doh la pure kelate, bukay mcm mu, Kelate-wannabe haha. I've tried my best to speak in kelate but it turned out to be a disaster haha. Anyway thanks a lot lah, you've made my day.

I'm planning to out with my gayfriends this week but my cik minah anas went to Taiwan. Haishh. It's gonna be a boring week for me tralalalalala and datin su, i guess she's so busy with her dato' hahaha. and I saw something really nice in fb just now. wohooo I dont know whats wrong with you girl that you copied mine? but well i'm not going to mess up my last week at home with that little tiny problem, whatever you like. I'll meet you anyway by next week and i'm so gonna kick your ass out of there LOL I'm kidding, i'm not that mean. Enjoy your week girl muahhhh! haha.

Ada air terjun pulak dekat hidungku ni alahaiii haccooooom! and I'm hungry here, does anyone got any extra MCchicken or something cheesy? (is there any sound of feeling hungry?) errr krokk krokkk? Okay need to wake up early tomorrow because I got Addmath class aka my last tuition class for this holiday. so that's mean shool is going to start again soon. die lah then. Kthanksbye. Salam.

natasha
♥ Mind yours or go die

zxcvbnm

2010-12-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

I look even sweeter in pink than ever isnt it? har har har.

I haven't been blogging much lately. I'm pretty sure nobody in the world will read this. except me, once in a while. itupun when I get terribly bored. here's what I've been doing the whole week: eating, watching movies, facebooking, Tumblr-ing, eating some more hihi and spent time in front of the piano but did nothing. Well, I should have done with the A Comme Amour song but I only get to catch up the intro. what a lazy dumbass.

I decided to explore my homeworks last night. oh oh oh I did try to finish my bio scrapt book and I've done the first page of it hihi. those five karangan, haih not even one pun I have touched. I'll try to at least think of it. let's hope it will work out HAHAHA. By the way at this very moment, my only youngest sister is enjoying her time at SunwayLagoon with aunt. and I'll try not to be jealous. I'm gonna own that sunway somehow. haha. I'm hoping too much to go out next week.

Haaaaah, do you guys still remember about the kenduri post and the visit to my mom's bestfriend house who suffered from breast cancer tu? well, I bet you didnt. Sadly inform, arwah Pn. Azimah Ibrahim telah pulang ke rahmahtullah hari khamis lepas pukul 9 pagi. Al-Fatihah kepada arwah and semoga arwah ditempatkan di tempat2 orang yg beriman. Amin, Salam Takziah kepada sanak-saudara arwah yg terdekat juga. It's so sad thinking of her kids who are
still that small.

she's at the middle one. she will forever remain in heart,
a great mum of 3 kids and a bestfriend of mymom.
Al-Fatihah,

natasha
♥ Malaysia versus tuttt. Go Malaysia! Bikin panas sama itu tuttt.

Baby I like it.

2010-12-18T19:51:00.012+08:00

Natasha pakai shawl hooooooo =.=

Okay i just received my school's letter with my final year result in it. Homaooooo thank God my mom didn't say anything about my result (act she did say something) i got number 50 over 161 students of form 4 in Bagan Datoh Science School (BADASS) isnt it cool? 'badass' haha. Again, as i expected I failed my addmath. I did quite well in my physics and chemist. my Bio is just so-so. i got 49 marks only. It's not really bad kan? Haha. Well, I didnt study much for my exam (dont tell my dad haha) Congrats to my friends and Aisyahhhh you're going to enter the elite class next year so we wont be sitting together dah ;( so sad. Tuh lah aisyah pandai sangat. next year no more 4 Farghani and i'm gonna miss it. you guys are the main reason why I could surprisingly survive in there, I am always their Natalia. awwww sweet tak? ;P haha

And Najwa's going out today while im at home as usual. maybe Anas cant stay at my home since mymom is not in well condition so Anas im so sorryyy. dont worry ibu, I am not going anywhere anymore but SABDA,SABDA and SABDA. cant wait for that. kbai salam ;(

natasha
♥ i'm a loner, don't talk to me.

burning hot lips

2010-12-16T15:17:00.009+08:00

I was waiting for my dad like a stupid jerk outside the bistro just now. Argh whatever. I hate waiting for so long for gods sake! Note that my future boyfie. haha. Oh I got physic class today and haih carmen wasnt there. She went to Japan. =.= Bosan gila you tahu semalam and tadi. Dah lah lambat lagi you nk balik. so I sat with ching ling errrr sounds like chin ling haih i dont know ;P she's fun like you carmen. And last monday i went out. i met someone cute at the macbeth shop. damn you macbeth, im so going to meet him again next time, with anas. haha;) And yeah I can't lie that i'm now missing a Sabdarians Hehehe. believe me. and she's Aisyahhhh my bondaaaa. I miss your wild acts and your gay touches awww awww hahaha! ;D K bye salam.

Sumi gapa Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot, Mami apa Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot
HAHAHA XD

natasha
♥ fall for you, again.

Happy Birthday lil sis.

2010-12-13T18:32:00.001+08:00

11th December and it's another awesome day. Happy Birthday Nur Hanis Shafiqah I love you muah muah ♥ Be a good girl like your along muahaha. Ibu and abah have given me permission to go out tomorrow. sure i'll buy you something. that day cik anggerek brought us to IOI mall for bowling. we're actually planning to go to redbox but since it was already Maghrib, not nice kan nk melalak. Hehe. Then played games and had papajohn for dinner. Najwa wasn't there to feel the glee cause she's one of the flower girls for somebody's wedding. Haih I don't know. Anyway thanks cik an and cik ha. Homework? don't ask.

I just got back from SMK Aminuddin Baki. Kbye. Salam.

natasha

♥ i guess my life story is the best movie i've ever watched

Dumb

2010-12-10T13:03:00.001+08:00

Gua rewmpitz pakai m0t0r besar, lu jangan main gilewr br0. HAHA

Okay I yg main gila skg because my neck still hurts and I cant move it right round right round when you go down when you go down down LOL, The fact is I tak jatuh kat mana2 pun. Guys, I was actually walking to my bed and suddenly "B, kenapa leher along rasa sakit ni" then i lied down on my bed and the f pain came out of the blue. Weird isn't it? i went out looking for somebody to massage me. so she did. but the pain still there,playing around my damn neck.

This week I went no where. don't ask. Looooong time I don't go shopping. I miss it like seriously ); I've asked my mom to go out next week. I'm waiting for a YES from them. Pleaseeeee. Okay and last night I was in my facebookland and

I saw something really good. HAHA. Boleh hilang sakit leher tapi tak pun Alahai. Okay lah bye. Salam.

natasha

♥ People say nothing is impossible, but I do nothing every day.

8th December ♥

2010-12-08T00:59:00.001+08:00

Anastassia Isabella Othman. well it's your birthday and you'll get your supra on your 20th Birthday since i got no money to buy that supra. i guess you're now into JB. Goshhh. You know what Anas, you're the awesome-est bestfriend i've ever had. Okay this is kinda crazy but setiap hari aku mintak kau tiba2 ada kat SABDA tu. hehe.With you, i've learned many things. Ingat lagi time aku nangis and kau nangis jugak tu wkakaka. Kelakar betul. I've learned that life is so precious. You are truly a gift from Allah. I thanked Allah for that. I am so grateful to be your gayfriend,forever will. I'm here hoping that your day will be blessed with love, family, friends and lots of fun! and I'm sitting here with my sleepy eyes but i still think of you haih I really miss you right now. makan tak kenyang mandi tak basah lagi haha. Adush. and get away from your imaginary boyfie. get the real one lah syg. baru feeling sikit Haha. LOVE YOUUUU <3 muah muah muah haha. Happy Birthday ♥

Salam Maal Hijrah 1432.

2010-12-07T02:00:00.002+08:00

i'm here wishing my family, friends and you Salam Maal Hijrah. hope it's gonna be a great beginning for this 1432H. grateful to Allah SWT that i'm still here typing this. so people, let's pray for a better year and good health.
yeah it's a new year again. azam i :

SPM 2011. straight A's in all of the subjects. bio,addmath,physics,chemistry grrr.
FAMILY. gonna spend more time with family
SABDA just accept it natasha, left only a year then you can blah.
GAYFRIENDS. i miss you guys );

and do my homework.

it's already 2am. pagi2 mcm ni i dah mereng sbb i suppose to be in my dream but see i'm still in front of this laptop. so bila i dah mereng jadi lah mcm ni.

this red makcik is now in love with Shayne. k bye Salam..

My Delight-er

2010-12-06T14:38:00.001+08:00

Yes babes it's December. just forget about the november. lot of things to tell and type but you know, im a lazybones type. so im here with my short post oh yeah the latest one was my cousin's convocation day at UiTM Shah Alam. and we did our big family gathering for couple of days since my grandparents pun turun padang hehh. bbq night and so on. then my mom was transmitted to the hospital. Damn sad );

more photos in my fb account.

these past few days i spent almost my time in the hospital taking care of ibu. omgeee i love you ibu (:

natasha

♥ Everything is okay in the end, if it's not ok, then it's not the end.

Listen.

2010-12-04T16:37:00.000+08:00

Wow Im so lazy to update my blogspot. currently im using my tumblr. but it's too private. only some of my friends know. and i guess my blogspot will meet its end at anytime lol. and guys my mom is not well and just got back from TDMC. really hope that she's gonna be fine. and yeah it's december );

Duhhhh,

2010-09-19T10:25:00.005+08:00

Okay guys, I won't be here for another 1 month and 2 weeks. next week ada minggu balik bermalam but nahhh my mom didn't allow me. she wants me to study for my final year exam which on this 4th Oct. Oh sht I really want to go back home next week ;( I hate staying there for god's sake! Ya Allah please give me the strength to face this.

By the way, B, I am wishing you all the best for your UPSR. Contohilah Along mu ini ye haha. Jangan sedih2 along takde time B exam Hahaha ;D

And guys,pray the best for me. Huuuuu see ya Salam.

natasha
♥ Live your life with no regrets.

Aidilfitri Week

2010-09-17T18:30:00.003+08:00

I am not going to type exactly what happened during the week, just enough for you to read it. I know I will be the only one who'll read the whole post. Hahaha maybe. I'll make it short and simple. Not so short but err

Malam Raya, OhMahGod It's my birthday plus preparation for raya,

First day, Wake up early, get ready, all yellow in color. then took a lot of pictures until i have to delete some of my old's photos. then went to my dad's side house at Tokong. Yeah i tertidur kat rumah nenek sedara I, aduh malu sungguh. I was too tired.

Second day, Beraya di rumah saudara2 terdekat, and nothing happened.

Third day, My aunt did a jamuan, so we went there and to Kubang Kerian. Petang, argh Cik An brought me and sisters to McD KB. then i met a hot guy. pergh handsome sangat tahu tak haha. habis je order,
CikAn: Along nk pape lg tak?
Along: dlm hati *nk abg tu je lah hahaha.

Fourth day, Went for an Aqiqah and a kenduri, met some old friends from SKBJ. haha OMG they're totally handsome but younger than me. okay not in my list. At 12, we went back to KL ;( I have already missed them.

Fifth Day, Stayed at home online-ing and wasting time,

Sixth Day, Went to Pavi on Thursday. Yeah shopping much. watched a movie called Going on Distance. Pergh that movie is sooooo 18 and above XD I bought a white shirt at Romp and at Cotton On. yg lain beli jeans,and some t-shirts. Yeah I had so much fun! Thanks (;

Seventh Day, Had an open house to En. Luqman's house at Alam Sutera. open house or something like jamuan for his daughters who'll face UPSR and SPM soon. Wahhh. goodluck guys ;) At night got BBQ at my dad's office.

Eighth Day, Here, I'm on my bed typing this craps. U know what guys, my sister was just getting on my nerves just now. and it was like arghhhh.

Ninth Day, Maybe, will be going to buy my hostel's stuff and foods. Oh god i'm so going to be like a mamee monster one day.

Last Day, Sunday. I knew it! fakinpooijnpinbqiuyrbfiqyencof! Argh I hate Sunday. don't ask me why. I have to go back to the not-so-called-a-dreamland again. I guess some students love that place and can't wait to see their friends and whatsoever. Yeah I am so glad that you love it like duhhhh. okay sorry, I don't hate studying there but I still can't accept the fact that I am now studying in that school. So I need to stay there for another 1 month and 2 weeks huh? Oh f Great!

I just had my last FR chocolate and I want moreeee! so that's all for today. Salam ;D

natasha
♥ gonna miss this raya and them.

This man,my man

2010-09-15T19:36:00.001+08:00

I know i'm already late to update about my dad's birthday. but it's better late than never kan?
Anyway, Happy Birthday Abah aka Sahazali Awang Deraman. All the best in life, hope you'll be happy with everyone especially ibu and family. that's for sure. heeee ;D

Hahhh i have no picture of abah alone in this laptop, so i'll put this one (during the Father's Day Celebration at Nelayan's Restaurant.)

and again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY My Real Hero ♥

Super Sixteen ♥

2010-09-09T00:55:00.005+08:00

I wasn't going to say anything. but errrr

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!
I'm officially sixteen today on 9th September 2010.
Alhamdulillah, sempat jugak sambut birthday yg ke-16.

so I really want to thank to those who wished me in so many ways whether it be through text, calls, Facebook, any other social webs or face to face :) Thank you guys, nak sebut nama satu2 sampai esok pun tak habis. So i'll just thank you randomly. and you guys most definitely made my day.

okay not to forget the most special person in my life, my mom. Thanks mom for everything. I know it must be hurt giving birth to me sixteen years ago. hehhh. and my dad. hahh. abah, i WANT my present ;D

These are what I ended up doing for my Birthday:
1. FB-ing.
2. Finishing my Folios.
3. Sleep.
4. Did some houseworks.
5. Sleep.

Eh korang semua, hadiah mana? haha

*okay went back to KB last night at about 3 o'clock. and guess when did we arrive at kampung? 1.30 PM! kira2 dlm 11 jam gitu. haha. but it's okay, i've used to it. Salam. Selamat Hari Raya btw.

sexy holidays

2010-09-05T23:53:00.010+08:00

guys, raya is already on its horizon and tomorrow night i'm going back to KB.

oh ya about the merdeka thingy, i haven't update anything about that since i was at school on that particular day. urgh felt so jealous with those who celebrated it at Stadium Bukit Jalil, i wish i was there too watching hot guys with my dear gayfriends.

my merdeka day was celebrated at the Sabda's Pavillion. apa kau ingat kau aje boleh sambut kat Pavi? kitorang pon sambut kat Pavi, tapi Pavi Sabda je. how sad is that ;( but i don't even give it a damn because i've never celebrated Merdeka before. i used to just stay at home and waited for the '12 o'clock' then i went back to sleep, I am so not a celebrate-er haha. anyway, Sambutan Merdeka at SABDA was cool! the coolest merdeka celebration i've ever been since i've never been to anywhere to celebrate it. that evening on the same day we got Majlis Khatam Al-Quran ;)

whatever it is, Happy Belated Merdeka. haha. Yeayyyyyyy I'm proud to be Malaysian and Malaysia's proud to be my country too ;D

talking about school, my parents went to school last friday for the Hari Interaksi and to bring me back to the origin hahh :D Hari Interaksi is sort of Hari Terbuka. it's Boring, it's actually TOO BORING. i was totally in the mood of raya and i bet everyone felt the same too. yeay balik rumah. ini baru Merdeka kan? hehh

more photos in in my facebook.

some friends of Najwa's came because yesterday got photographer from Berita Harian came to house for some photoshoots for the coming UPSR preparation, tapi muka I tak masuk pun, tak layak. grrrr haha. dah B along dah post gambar, puas hati?

OKAY THIS IS SO HUMILIATING.
my mom, sisters and i went to SCP just now. then my sis, najwa wanted to pee, so we went to the toilet like damn fast since she couldn't hold it anymore hahaha. okay then dia masuk dalam jamban. i dok luar je berangan kat cermin toillet. haha tiba2 i pandang kiri i and guess what did i see?

I SAW THIS!

I jerit lah dgn tak malunya "Ni toilet perempuan ke lakiiiiii!!"
then Najwa yg dok dlm jamban tu jerit " Alongggggggggggg!"
hahahah WTH! i tak boleh tahan gelak, tergolek golek i haha. hahahaha tak boleh lupa ohh.

okay that's all from me for now. so i rest my case. any POI? haha, Salam.

natasha
♥ laughing like nobody cares

Budak Wakaf.

2010-08-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

yeah i am back with another pimple on my left cheek. hey those two weeks seem so hard for me. but it's okay, a week left and i'll be back for eid holiday hahhh i feel so blessed.

okay sangat kelakar bila i pakai telekung 'Wakaf SABDA' for two weeks since i left my telekung at home. tuh la benda penting boleh lupa, padan muka kau natasha. plus,puasa in SABDA wasn't bad at all.

my second sem test result is cool, I got 2A 4A- 2B and 1C. fine, the questions were quite simple but this is the only the only time i could show off my results since my old results sucks like 'jangan harap i nak cakap'. haha. i've been busy with librarian stuffs and folio-s. oh and also english debate! Gosh i did a stupid conclusion for the second motion 'Donald Duck Should Wear Pants' hahaha. another 3 debates, oh GREAT!

guys, studying lame subjects like Addmath and Physics can really get up your nerves. i bet you, and yeah school have been tough. i'm facing my final year examination on this October. oh please, i'm not fully prepared yet,i never will actually.

more pictures in my facebook. oh yeah i went to SKBJ just now, got majlis berbuka puasa. and guess what? no hot guys. adik perempuan kepada hot guy adalah.

i'll be back on this coming friday yawww. Salam.

natasha

♥ Hard work never killed anybody

hahhh!

2010-08-15T11:27:00.003+08:00

yesterday i experienced a very bad lie of the land. yeah you guys wont know how it feels to be in the crowded train with two male foreigners who enter the Ladies Couch, hey memang dasar budak aimless. orang suruh keluar dia tak nak. berdiri pulak sebelah aku. mmg panas hati betul. kalau handsome mcm Hero takpe lah jugak. as i went out i yelled "haihhhh nasib baik bulan ramadhan!" so that those two sesat guys know how suffer was I in that f poky train, (mcm lah mereka faham)

okay bawak mengucap and let it go natasha, I am still in my Ramadhan-mood.

Last week was an extreme week in school. a week with eleven subjects test. yeah my second sem test. and i wont get an A for my Physics, Chemistry and also PJK for sure. hahhh. i bet you. english debate? haha, funny me with my craps. nampak je mcm cool. i guess it will be my first and last. no more english debate. debat BM pun i tak pandai.

And my very first time berbuka puasa di Sekolah Menengah Sains Bagan Datoh. aka sekolah baru ku yg aku sayangi. (okay another sin, i lied). to PPS BOYZ aka anonymous, thanks for the wish, though it's just a simple green note but i appreciate it. really i mean that. semangat i baca haha. okay kidding.

By the way. i just had Nasi Kerabu as my menu for berbuka puasa. sedap tak tipu. hehhhh ;DOkay then Salam, see you on this Nuzul-Quran holiday.

natasha

♥ i love the way you look at me ;)

Pre-aidilfitri Preparation.

2010-08-01T12:42:00.005+08:00

yesterday was happening. pre aidilfitri-shopping.
Balik SABDA. grrr don't you dare to mention that, oh and again, I couldn't update a lot of things. homeworks are waiting for me at school. exams more, wish me luck people! will be back in another 2 freaking long weeks. Salam and bye!

budak sebelah ni bising,

2010-07-04T15:34:00.005+08:00

I harap dia tak nampak I tulis tu.

llllllllllll more days and i am going back to KL. don't miss me guys ;D

i am totally done with those ~~lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll~~ days in my own prison-like-school. i've stucked in here like some bloody prisoners for more than 2 weeks. just imagine how long i've been suffering. it aint easy babes. haha.

okay i have loads of work to do in school again. everyone's busy preparing for the Perasmian Sekolah on this coming thursday. Sultan Perak is coming! i'm the one who'll give the brochure to the Sultan, gila ka? i dah la clumsy. nanti jadi lain pulak. Oh God,i am so going to be the dead meat. ahhhhh.

well anyway so much has been going on so it would be pretty silly to type every single boring thing. what a wasting week. Shafika wasn't here to enjoy the boredom. haha. she was sick and hope she'll be fine. hmm, but to be honest maybe. there a few things that i did enjoy in here. my pornstars, my results, my dormmates, classmates, kisses (call me a kiss addict) haha oh ya and HIM ;) sshhhh, alif ba ta sa jim ha kho. heeee;)

ESYA ESYA! tak salah kan kalau aku suka gigi dia je? haha XD

i cant wait for this 16th July. baby home, I'm coming!

natasha

♥ I bet you dont even care

my funny man.

2010-06-20T02:41:00.004+08:00

Wohooo! today's Father's Day people! abah, selamat hari bapa semoga panjang umur murah rezeki ;) ye hari ini hari abah, dan abah kena hantar along balik Perak. kesian abah. tak pe, kalau abah tak nak hantar pun tak pe, lagi along suka ;D ahhhh censored semua tu, nanti tak pasal2 nama I naik sbb cakap pasal sekolah. i've bonded it. senang untuk mereka stalk. yes, i am talking about school. and who the heck care about? mmg lah kan, okay dah lah tak nak lari mood.

just now went to Nelayan's Restaurant, Tasik Titiwangsa to celebrate my abah, but i didn't see any nelayan but just a sampan. a sampan? yes. maybe those nelayan have gone to sleep. heee. perut penuh dgn makanan laut sampai buncit laut. but tetap cover perut sbb ada abg handsome pakai baju kaler hitam duduk kat meja depan haha.

Here come my abah! haha ;D

hand-made gift ;)

and again, Happy Father's day to all bapak2,ayah2,papa2,abah2,daddy2 in the universe. woo cehh ;)
LOVE YOU abah,

natasha

♥ you will always be my funny man

they smells like strawberries

2010-06-19T10:26:00.004+08:00

My gayfriend is back from Surabaya for 2 months! grrrrr. lama gila. kalau lah SABDA boleh bg cuti mcm tu kan best. ckp pasal SABDA ni kan, esok dah nak balik. dgn kepala yg tgh sakit and hati pun sakit jugak. I tak nak balik sana. tak nak tak nak tak nak! tolonglah i superman, batman, cicakman, spiderman, handsomeman ;(

my three days is spent with family and Anas. i'll miss them a lot ;(

went out with Daten Suraya yesterday. pity her, she just lost her Datuk F who choose to live happily ever after with me! haha. makan nasi lemak dgn selekehnya. watched Toy's Story (3D). wasting sweat in the BB Plaza. searching for the food court, dah jumpa food court terus tak ada selera nak makan. yucks. naik lif. and I cari CCTV kat dalam tu sbb nak complain about that pasar-like-food-court.. haha. okay then we had our lunch at McD. jumpa abg taik burung yg betul2 mcm taik burung yg masih fresh. grrrrr. finally went home. had our mind made pool party ;D IT WAS FUN! and it is even fun as my head was hit by my sis's leg. haha.

natasha

♥ they raise me up to more than i can be

my bubby you.

2010-06-16T19:58:00.000+08:00

Nak hambek kau. mcm ni lah I rasa hari Ahad hari tu. tahu? grrrr. habis keayuan i. apa? buat lah lagi. tak nak? okay.

jangan kacau mood i, i nk post benda lain ni. lepas i mandi i sambung balik hehe ;D

Zoooo Weee Mama

2010-06-15T08:22:00.000+08:00

Sunday with family. nothing much happened. just kat pasar jumpa abg jual ayam sengal. tiba2 teringat kat Arwah Abg Din (kami regular customer dia) yg accident a few years ago. Al-Fatihah.

Monday. went out. saw Lagenda Budak Setan at Pavillion. that movie is not bad at all. i can give 4 stars for that movie. Kasyah was hot. i wish someday i'll get a guy as loyal as him ;) tapi kan, story line terlalu cepat. and i didnt even had a chance to feel tears on my cheek. kering je sampai habis. hehe.

Diary of a Wimpy Kid is way much better than it. Oh ya, last two weeks i went out with Kecik, Irfan, Adam and 'sape entah lagi sorang tu' ;P we saw that movie and it was the best. LOVE IT. Devon Bostick was hot in this movie. damn HOT. and Manny? kalau i ada adik mcm dia dah lama mati kena tonyoh. arghhhh. can't wait to watch Diary Of a Wimpy Kid 2 ;) haha zooo weee mama! ok moving on, went to PWTC by a taxi after experienced a bad moment in the KTM. Youth 2010! ahhh dah sampai sana tak sampai 30 minutes i already had to go home. my mom was worried. tak puas lah. dah lah salah naik train. Bagus sangat lah tu.

my picture will be uploaded soon.

natasha

♥ Life is not a final. It's daily pop quizzes

cek mek kelate.

2010-06-14T13:52:00.000+08:00

okay yelah perasan je i. bukan. i bukan cek mek kelate. i cek mek serdang XD

teringat pula dulu i selalu lukis gambar rumah idaman i kat dlm paint haha.

Balik kampung. balik mana? kelantan. yelah, both of my parents are kelantanese nak p mana lagi kan? heee. i have to sit in the car for 7 hours until my not-so-hot-than-your-butt pun boleh jadi HOT than nadia's butt woooooo XD

For god's sake i am so lazy to type right now. so let just the pictures and the captions babble it,

1st Day. Tuesday.

Cousin's wedding. Kak Muni. Congrats.

okay get ready to meet abg2 handsome at the kenduri hahhh ;D

eh, mintak restu dulu ;P

lepas jumpa terus sumbat sumi dlm mulut. tak cover ayu dah.

.( i dont know what it's called but i call it sumi)

okay done. bawak lari bakul pengantin buat kenangan.

kan dah kantoi dgn cameraman. nk cover, buat2 amek gambar dgn bakul tu.

tp tetap bwk balik dgn bangganya. heee ;D

p/s: tuan rumah yg bagi.

2nd Day. Wed.

No kenduri. just walked around the kampung and my mom brought me to see her friend who suffer from breast cancer. It's so sad. I'm praying the best for her ;') and after that, went to Ayah Din's house. B sibuk buat photoshoot kat situ. hehe. Kakak dia pun act sama saja.

alaaaa rosak gambar i. Mok Usu ni! hehh

3rd Day. Thurs,

Errrr kak Ti's wedding. took a looooot of pictures. but the thing is that we took only our pictures, not the bride. and buat kerja gila main2 dlm bilik pengantin hehe. harap maaf. kepala tgh gila time tu. u'll wonder where's the bride. because the 'up there' wedding i didn't also take any picture of the bride. only my sis did.

alahai minah ni cover cun pulak.

nak amik gambar cik ha, i pulak yg pegi letak muka kat camera tu.

mmg lah.

let me show you the colgate commercial.

i mean the rejected one.

cik an tak nak amik gambar berdiri sbb nnt obvious sgt kan cik an? haha ;D

4th Day. Fri.

okay balik, dah balik. balik lah. "baca Al-Fatihah dulu semua anak2 ibu," .

natasha

♥ i hate to say goodbye.

another gayfriend's birthday.

2010-06-06T14:02:00.001+08:00

Peahhhh, love you so much. Happy belated Birthday gayfriend! ;D

Nur Shafiah Manirah bt Ismail,

i don't even know how much i miss you. i miss to annoy you, i miss to hear your 'weyhhh', i miss to see your funny face, i miss our sweet fights, i miss to see when you are damn gelabah. and do you still remember when you cried in the class? because of what huh? oh okay i get it, that phone thingy. haha ;D guess what shafiah, now i have no one to be bullied since we're moving to other schools. shaf, i am sorry for everything i have done. i know i've been your gross gayfriend ever hehe ;D and wehhh, susah nk cari kawan yg jujur gila mcm kau ;(

*nk tergelak aku bila teringat time aku tanya kau before pindah,

"wehh ape bnde yg kau akan rindu pasal aku? jerawat aku ke?"
"errrr kelembutan kau,"
ROFL! takkan ku lupa sampai mati haha.

anyway, i am still wishing the best for you and your future, don't you ever forget me or if you do i'll kick your sexy ass XD ehhh let's hang out some time okay! miss youuuuu ;)

natasha

♥ being your gayfriend is one of the best thing that ever happened to me ;D

sweet tak aku? hwawa.

look! my bright side!

2010-06-06T02:31:00.003+08:00

okay i am so tired to be fully updated tonight after the whole awesome day. but whatever it is, i'm happy plus satisfied.. i got what i want ;D today was an awesomely good start for my 2 weeks of school holiday. shopped and walked around a lot with my mom and sisters. she bought me a kebaya, 2 baju kurung, vintage dress and a bag. haha. balas dendam after like 4 months haven't shopped because of my condition. cehhh. damn it. grrrr.

and pictures will be uploaded soon since my internet is so lembab like siput babi,

btw, i love you ibu so much much much much much! thanks for everything ;)

.

natasha

♥ no other words than 'worried'. yes, i am worried.

silly natasha.

2010-06-04T23:29:00.002+08:00

OKAY, see, as this blog goes from update weekly to tadaaaa MONTHLY! arghh. i just have to face the fact that i am in boarding school now. grrr. how much i miss updating my blog. and fuhhh! time is running so fast like awer citrine tuh. haha. it seemed only last week i was with my friends in SMKBJ ;( i miss them a lot. like super duper a lot,

anyway, i just got back from SABDA just now. wohoooo what a relief! so since i have nothing to do and prolly wont be at SABDA for 2 weeks, i decided to blog again. it has been like so loooooooooong since my previous post. about what huh? lupa lah.

during my 'a week' in SABDA i've finished reading 2 bm novels. hoho. that's my very first time reading bm novels. and errrr i love it! natasha baca novel? bluekssss. geli babe! ini atas dasar pengaruh shafika yg mempengaruhi fikiranku yg mudah terpengaruh. hahhaha, what the hell am i crapping about? blablablabla. gila XD and yeahhh sinar harian datang, tak semena-mena buat "hobi: membaca novel", baru 2 novel baca da jadi hobi. happrakkk aku ni. tak paham? tak payah paham.

Gosh. my blog is being back to words only for now. and pictures? not yet completely uploaded. i'll slowly start blogging about my days and what i've been through the whole month. kalau rajin lah. Oh thank God tomorrow i have something to do. yes i have no life ;) wohooo! and hurmm i'm still waiting for anyone to bring me to watch Shrek Forever After 3D. anyone? hehe ;DD

gtg, take care. night and wishing you guys a very good tomorrow. good luck ;P Salam.

natasha

♥ is hoping he'll get well ASAP.

my soul.

2010-04-03T00:13:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you, Ibu.

sorry i wasn't with you on your birthday,

i just want to say that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

there's no one could replace you Ibu,

May Allah bless you always. Amin.

it's my barren road.

2010-03-27T15:58:00.005+08:00

HEY GUYS. i am now at cc bagan datoh. arghh lagi 3 weeks baru balek tutttt and the horror begin tadaaaa
;)

school was okay. yeahhh! i didn't fail my addmath! i thought i'm gonna fail that sub. yiihaaaa ;DD and overall my results was pathetic but i dont even mind that. ehh,im just a beginner right? 5A 2C 2D wkakaka. no B. i got A for my physics,bm,bi,modemath,and agama. and D for Sej and chemis. hehe. wohooo! haha. Alhamdulillah.

and yeah we are now busy with our coming sportday on this 10th April. CITRINE! CITRINE! CITRINE! haha.

oh ya, i just called ibu and wished her "Happy Anniversary," yg ke? 17 ;) Gosh! i miss home, ibu, abah, bi, eeka and everything. i know i am miles away from those I love. how are they doing? are they doing good? T_T Ya Allah,please take good care of my family.

that's all for today. i'll be back after 3 weeks. Salam.

argh bising sungguh budak laki kat depan nie. dari tadi asyik nyanyi "Tango Tango," tuh je dia tahu hwawa XD diam boleh tak? x ade ketenteraman la haha.

natasha

♥ yeah i feel like i'm locked in a cage, trying to break free.

the line grew short.

2010-03-21T03:07:00.002+08:00

I know i seriously need to update more. but i can't. i am going back to SABDA tomorrow ;( yeah it's sad. SO sad. so sad so sad. lalalala. i haven't packed a thing yet. errrr.

the school holidays are moving fast this week. TOO FAST if you ask me. i would love to have more time with family and friends. uwaaaa! ;( generally i've been hanging around the house either sleeping, surfing the internet, eating or playing piano. yeah boring.

oh ya, i went shopping with ibu last thursday. bought her new black suit, and my asrama stuffs. actually most of it are the foods (the main thing in hostel, jgn harap nk mkn kat dm je. heheh). had lunch at mcd, then went back as it was already 5 pm.

so last friday wohoooo! went to Mid with Suraya and Diana. watched Alice in The Wonderland. huhhh at last. had Mcd as my lunch again. arghhh. yeah i found some cute cardigans and i bought one. haha. jalan2. bought some cookies. Irfan called me when i was at the surau and told me that he was on his way to mid. Haziq was already there, so i met Haziq and waited for Irfan. thanks guys for the bowling game and drinks. blablablabla. EAT again. haha. then time balek i bought another breads. EAT? yeah again. hahaha i guess i am addicted to food. i know i am getting FAT and BIG as the days pass. but i don't even mind that because fat is cute ;D

okay. THIS IS SCARY,

Today was a fairy tale, you were the prince I used to be a damsel in distress
i should change it to this: yesterday night was not a fairy tail. and 'that' thing was not the prince. haha.

i was on the phone with A. and suddenly i heard 'something' yelled at him. dia mencarut kat bnde tuh "Setan la ko blablablabla"

me: who was that? mcm pelik je bunyi
A: setan lahh
me: huh? ur brother?
A: setannnnnn
me: x baek panggil org setan.
A: dah mmg setan nk panggil ape lg
me: are you serioussssss? OMG OMG OMG!
tutttttt. censored. haha.

blablablabla. i cried! haha. dia pujuk sampai abes kredit tuh. aduhh. sorry. susahkan je. Irfan pon call until i went to bed. thanks guys.

AS I AM WRITING THIS, MY HOUSE IS IN TOTALLY DARK LIE OF THE LAND. i mean blackout understand? haha. i tulis nie sambil peluh2 mcm buat sauna free XD wkaka. huhhh. oh yeahhh! i'm in love with Iwan af8. wohooooo! ♥ yeah i watched AF. so what. haha. btw, i did a video of me playing the winter sonata, but only the intro. hehe. check this out:

Winter Sonata Intro Piano by me!

okay guys i bet this is my last post until my return. ergh i can't wait for that 'return' hehe ;D Salam.

natasha

do not tell me how i feel ♥

see, i'm smiling ;D

2010-03-16T13:17:00.003+08:00

gigi kena gempa bumi XD

wohooooo! my blog has like went dead. sorry for not updating. I've just been so sluggish. but what ever it is, it's the time to blog everything into one big mama post before anything bad happen to my blog hehh.

okay where to babble? back from SABDA last friday. by a cheesy bus! argh. reached kl central and having vanilla cream at starbucks with kecik, irfan and amiry. miss them and that vanilla cream yawww. kecik and irfan accompanied me until my dad picked me up. thanks guys. and then had a dinner with family. yeah finally I'M HOME! happy as hell! XD

I've got loads to blog. i'll try to make it short. but most of all, i miss my lappy, my phone, my bed, my piano, and my camera. poor them, at home waiting for me. the owner to come back. haha. anyway, those past two weeks have been pretty clutter with exams, prefect's interview, sukantara. and not to forget there's one night i cried for about 2 hours! huhh soooo malu. do not ask me why. hehe. yeah I've tried my best to blend with the people and everything. thank god i have aisyah and kecik ;) homeworks? malas nk cakap.

lalat lalat lalat lalat lalat woooo! let's make it out! wkakakaka XD

yesterday i went out. went for a movie, the edge of darkness. other than that, just pointless walks. nothing fun to be talked about, yeah i enjoyed my day. and thanks to those who have ruined my day. i have to say that you are so great on that! LOVE you lah sayang!

TAHNIAH anda berjaya! wohoooo! SILA buat lagi. XD

miss my gayfriends and my pornstarssss! Anastassia, Shafiah, Suraya, Nadia. Aisyah and Kecik penjual kismis hehehe. ade spe2 nk beli kismis? wkakaka ;) i adore you guys.

natasha

you are my new reason why I'm smiling ♥

guess who's back?

2010-02-26T22:50:00.003+08:00

yeahh the new spectacle girl is back. nerdy ever.

are you guys excited to see me again? heeeee. im home and i love the feel when im at home. i reached KL by bus. the bus stopped by at kl central. straight away called my mom and him. but his brother picked it up, oh gosh. he knew me! cik ha waited for me at the McD. went to her house by taxi. at about 9 we went back bukit serdang. my bag was full of dirty clothes X)

school was okay. everything was okay but not my ____ teacher. the moment she went into class, everyone (i guess) will be like huhhhhhh. dot dot. i feel like going to fail that sub. aisyah siap makan honey star lagi when the teacher was teaching in front of class. wooo. just imagine! haha. and i found someone who looks like Farhan,heee. haiz nk ckp pasal skola sampai esok pon x abes. anyway, my exam will start on next week. i havent study a thing yet. my mind keeps forcing me to surf the internet, facebook-ing and whatsoever. grrrr.

just now i almost fainted. masa solat zohor, time rukuk suddenly i missed my step. and i fall down. it feels like earthquake. my house was like spinning all around me. everything was moving, i couldnt get up for a few minutes. Alhamdulillah i am fine now, my brain nerves are now back to normal. yeayy! heeee ;D

by the way, Salam Maulidur Rasul ;)

Wishing you guys a better life with prosperity. Amin.

natasha

attack the life, or it will kill you ♥

through my mind.

2010-02-21T10:51:00.001+08:00

"Cik an! Cik An!" panggggg! langgar dinding. arghhh. padan muke. lari la lagi ye XD

so that's what happened when i was on my way to cik an. running. haha. i still couldnt handle it. i mean with my spec. i've got some problem with that one. argh maybe still 'baru'.

weirdo.

okay. my mom brought me to jalan tunku abdul rahman last friday. bought my asrama stuffs. thanks ibu. and last thursday i did go somewhere. the shop in front of my house. heee. ikmal was registered in his new school on last wednesday. i am so going to miss him ahaha. bluekss. on the same night A asked me about me and him.. huh? euuu. sorry la A. we're just like bro and sis. no 'LOVE game' between us please. you are too hot and caring to be my boyfie. errr. i bet you guys not to read that XD

someone is messing up with my aunt. and i totally hate that woman. blablabla. ehh just shut the f up woman!

hm, argh im going back to SABDA this afternoon. i didn't pack all my stuffs yet. and i've got homeworks that i haven't done yet, i'll finish it up on this prep night.

GOODBYE guys, salam ;)

natasha

life's always like that ♥

bila SABDAku menyeru.

2010-02-16T18:05:00.007+08:00

i'm favoring my new school, Sekolah Menengah Sains Bagan Datoh. yes i do. and do you want to know why? even if you dont, i am still telling you guys. LOL.

Amber. Amethyst. Citrine. Emerald. Ruby. Turqouise.

Battani. Biruni. Farghani. Jazari. Haitam

Citrine's always be the Superlative. BPO8's the Bomb! Farghani Rocks! and that's the reason i'm loving this school ;)

okayy back to my FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. it was just a boring day with my uniform stuck on my body almost the whole day. ohh mannn. actually there's some of the students that i found quite weird and quaint. oh no, not going to tell you why or i will be labelled as minah perah santan XD

i had a pretty much fun Orientation at school until like what, a week? i was so enthusiastic and well, still fresh and white! hehe. it took some time to remember my new schoolmate's names. but at last, i could only remember some of them out of 150++ students of form 4. and thank God i have a lot of friends there. i thought i was going to be a loner heeee ;)

my group performed a teater on Malam 1 Malaysia. i hate acting plus im so not good in acting even i've tried my best but semangat Citrine punye psal i'd do anything, guess what, i was one of the gadis2 melayu tuh. wkaka. my brain just couldnt accept what i've done to myself. anyway,who are success?! CITRINE!

LARIAN SABDA. what a tiring day ever. i need to run or jog about more than 6 KM. normally if i had merentas desa x sampai 4 KM pon. grrrr. just imagine me with sweats around my face. *_* i get number errrr hmmmm. 65. haha. ehhh 65 out of hundreds of girls okayyy. hehe. still can be proud of right?

4 Al-Farghani. ketua Faiez. penolong Izzah. setiausaha sape ek? ehem3. wkakaka. the teachers quite okay la. but i still miss my former teachers ;( i also have a 'mom' there. hahaha XD Netball, Badminton, Coir, Nasyid and blablablabla. tamak gle natasha. ekekekeke.

heyyy im done with that. these are the pictures, Salam.

sekolah. credit to cijan.

Asrama. credit to ana.

Class. credit to cijan.

parents ;D

natasha,

there are times when you just learn to accept things ♥

it started with an U.

2010-02-15T14:22:00.003+08:00

Uwaaaa! it has been like 2 weeks since my last post before that CNY. i am so lost in action haha.

MY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL IN SMKBJ. it racks me every time i think of it. just want to let it fade in mind but in reality i couldnt even forget my makcik2 kantin. grrrr. my last day was FUN but it became woesome when i accidentaly deleted all the pictures in my camera. arghh what a dumb-est thing ever! so guys, i have no pictures of my last day. it will just remains in my heart and my big big brain haha. and this one, i mean down there is just the only one picture i have. selamat satu because this horrible face pic was in my phone ;D satu pon satu je la kn.

buruk, tp nie je la yg sye mampu. yg laen sume xde suda. wkaka,

heyyy heyy my hot BIRTHDAY GIRLS :)

23th January : Ain Hafeeza Feetrynaa
30th January : Shawaltul Najwa
31th January : Szarra Izzatie
3rd February : Nur Farah Asyikin
11th February : Yasmeen Najwa

happy birthday, semoga panjang umur murah rezeki. and success selalu. anyone else? tell me okayyy. my brain is not in a good fettle to remember all. and sorry guys for the simple wishes. i wish i could buy a big spongebob to you guys ;)

Happy Belated Birthday,

♥ you guys.

Salam. im on my way to update about SABDA ;D

Gong Xi Fa Cai

2010-02-14T00:37:00.009+08:00

dum dam dum dam dum dam . mercun berbunyi.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR yeahhh!

selamat tahun baru cina, kepada saudara serta saudari, setahun, hanya sekali merayakan tahun baru cina ini. lalalalalala. hahahaha.

sorry i nak nyanyi lagu cina i x pandai. hehe. wishing you guys the greatness in life ~~guys.~~

along tasha: aunt manis, mao angpau boleh?
aunt yg lengloi: bolehhhhhh. no prob.
along tasha: yahooooo! limau skali ya aunt.

oh ya, today's also valentine day. so semoga berbahagia la kpd sesape yg sambut. i x sambut. errrrr. xde org nk sambut ngn i. eh, Edward ku ade, lupe plak. hehhh.

bbye Salam.

2010-02-01T12:26:00.005+08:00

away away away away away

Sekolah Menengah Sains Bagan Datoh, Perak.

goodbye my lover, goodbye my friends lalalala
doakan yg terbaik utk sye ye.
forgive me for all my wrong doings yeah.
maaf zahir dan batin XD
i'll miss you guys like crazy. hahah,

i'll be back on this coming CNY,
then i'll continue update :
*my last day of school
* b, fiffy and szarra's birthdays
* and lots more.

Salam. Sayonara!

i saw you.

2010-01-29T23:17:00.007+08:00

went to UPM's clinic for medical check up last wednesday. argh. never thought of the blood test grrrrr. eyes check up, urine test, blood test (the most scary one), x-ray (kinda hate it), and finished. Yipppy. and then my mom brought me to buy presents for my teachers.

thursday. nothing much happened, abg bru asked me to lepak with him for the last time but i couldnt. im sorry. i just cant. hm. second last day of school, i already felt bad.

oh yaaa, there's a boy in my mymom's school. argh he's so cute, love him! XD

sorry la kpd mak budak nie:
sye curi amek gmbar anak aunt sbb dye handsome la aunt. nk jd menantu aunt boleh?
16-7=9. alaaa 9 tahun je beza. hwawa.

he's too cute to be ignored laa aduhh ;D

yeah i was with you. then you walked away from me leaving me behind you, why i was still waiting for you to turn behind? you got the answer ♥

romeo wheelie sampai mati.

2010-01-26T21:04:00.013+08:00

Romeo and Juliet year 2010.

Romeo pegy dating dgn Juliet, nk pegy Pavi la Sg wang la itula inila. ish byk songeh btol. tp Juliet x mao naek train, so Romeo kene la ride motor. bwk Juliet pegy jln2. time nk hantar Juliet balek istana menanti pasti dye tuh,

Romeo b Abu: u nk i bwk u pegy mne plak?
Juliet bt Ali; xtaw. mne2 pon boleh,
Romeo b Abu: ok, kte pegy Syurga cinta je la ek,
Juliet bt Ali: boleh je, heheheh *gelak2 ayu.
Romeo b Abu: btol nie? JOM!

blom sempat Juliet nk jwb "i maen2 je la," Romeo pegy wheelie motor dye smpai Juliet tergolek golek atas jalan. malu sungguh. so due2 mati, eh x, Romeo yg mati. Juliet koma je. tp bile Juliet taw yg Romeo dye da mati, Juliet pegy bwat wheelie sendiri and dye plak yg mati. errrr. wkakaka

and before diowg mati, Juliet ade dgr Romeo nyanyi lagu nie :

jom nyanyi!

How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now

Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I How do I
Oh, how do I live

Please tell me baby
How do I go on

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

how do I live without you
how do I live without you baby
how do I live..

Ahhhh. karut. so boring.

.

Juliet wants Romeo to know that she loves him more than he'll ever know ♥

rumah terbakar panggil bomba

2010-01-25T19:32:00.011+08:00

yess rumah terbakar panggil bomba, i selesema i panggil tissue dtg sini mari.

wkakaka before having that terrible flu.

errrr. haaaa haaaa haaaa cummmm! argh! yeah that's my flu. serious mcm tutt. asyik meleleh je hwawa. yucks. haha. btw i look like a newborn babies with their salivary went out from their snuffers. oh no! Premiere tissues jadi kaye hari nie sbb i XD

not going to school tomorrow. p/s ; my flu has nothing to do with it. and today's school was kinda fine but not me. i was so not in a good mood because of my flu. *so what kan? like who cares if im going to school or not, huhh

yeah last weekend i went out to buy my asrama stuffs. haha. i swear to god that my future dorm mates will ask "apahal ko girly sgt nie weh?" hwawa.

* suddenly im thinking of wearing braces.
before im off to my long lasting bed,

guys im so sorry. i didnt notice your request. i can straight away give you the codes. add me on myspace : blacksnow_tasha09@yahoo.com.

luahan perasaan jiwang: td sedih plak bile dgr abah ckp abah x nak bonny lg da ;( argh bonny my syg i'll miss u though you're so smelly. haha. seriously i want no more cat. grrrr.

got to go. *ayat same je dari dulu. wkaka. Salam.

I've got a key to the door

2010-01-22T19:03:00.006+08:00

*no more texting soon argh

Salam. hey guys. doing good? grrr. sorry for not posting for more than a week. i just have no time to blog. or i can fess up that i was so sluggish. i have so many things to be written out. so many stories to be told and blablabla.

starting with the SBP. yeah i get into Sekolah Menengah Sains Bagan Datoh, Perak. Perak? arghh jadi org perak la i nnt. hehh. i'll be off to that school on this coming monday. not this monday but another monday. ahhh susah, the registration will be on the second feb. so good bye SMKBJ. hye hye SABDA. grrrrr. i feel so bad about this sometimes. there's time when i feel so racy but hmmm dont know lahh. kene tggu dan lihat dulu. and kalau i jumpa my mr right you guys will be informed asap hwawa XD

4 Bestari is awesome. i'll miss my classmates and teachers a lot. im loving Bio and Addmath haha. Physics and Chem x payah ckp la. because everytime we're in the lab, nazmeen will bother and talk craps until i couldnt even understand a thing. grrr. he always distracts my attention in class. but fine, i dont mind that. kita kan kawan. hwawa.

and today i didnt go to school. tak nak bwat exam. haha. no lah. ive been asked to stay with my eeka at home and i'll go for medical check up after my mom got back home. my usb wire have went to the bad again. kali ini mcm x akan kembali lg da. haha. ergh. so guys i couldnt put any picture into my blog. my camera plak tak ade picture sgt. so boring.

go to go now, Salam.

light headed

2010-01-13T18:54:00.007+08:00

"Cepat2! cikgu nk 3 org pngawas perempuan!"

i was there. so i followed the teacher with my blurr face as usual. "YA ALLAH cikgu!" i was so flabbergasted, i saw a girl was lying down on the floor. arghh. x cukup lagi. i went near her and looked at her hand. menggeletar tangan i. her left hand was out of the ordinary broke. i havent see that bad hand injury before in my whole life. with my fluttery hand i helped her. pity her. i hope she'll be fine and get her hand back to normal. oh ya this happened on yesterday.

and today HAHA. one word, Googlies! i met my abg bru at the stairs and we started to sing Kuch Kuch Ho Ta Hai wkakakaka XD mannn, he's so saucy! his smile! argh. i just cant get rid of his smile in my groggy head. ahh forget it. *btw im sorry awk. awk baek gle ngn sye. but hmmm. (meluah perasaan) XD

school was fun. talked a lot. especially about omelet. wth! im loving my science stream's subjects though it's so supreme hard. grrrrr. *science situ sana sini haha.

i burned my face! why? panjang cerita, tomorrow i'll go to school with my red bomb face, it's still flare up, you can touch it if you want. haha.

gosh! i just fell off just now. my left ankle is in pain. ibuuuu! haha. bbye. Salam.

dont go

2010-01-11T19:59:00.008+08:00

lets talk about last night arghh where Bunkface performed in AJL. sam mi amor! hwawa.

Faizal Tahir still performed even though his leg was injured i guess. Aizat won. i mean his "Pergi" song. Yuna was cute! agagaga. love it when she played the small piano.

I Go

So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong

The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life youre my sweetest nightingale
But I cant hear it here no more

And I go
I go

Hush now, dont shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face

dearrr, "music is my life youre my sweetest nightingale,~~but I cant hear it here no more~~ and i will hear it here for eternity.." ;D

and again, its 11th. but its 11th Jan. 11th Jan 2008 - 11th Jan 2010 = 2 yearss ;D

Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We might've took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I'll bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holdin' on
We're still together still goin' strong

ahhh gedik, geli! wkaka

how was school?

school was totally FINE and FUN ;D

got to go! homeworks are lying over me XD Salam.

i can see nothing from here

2010-01-10T00:10:00.009+08:00

oh heyy guys. how's your weekend? hahh sorry for not posting the straight past 3 days. busy with school and family hehe. my first week of school was filled with 'wahhh gle lahh', haha. mcm culture shock plak. got my add math homework. and hmmm arghh forgot already. need to check my other hws in my note book later.

i guess today will be 'my very busy day'. im engaged with a lot of hws. no, it's not that A LOT virtually. ahh whatever it is my hws must be completed or i'll be a slacker like i used to be haha. so guys i wont be updated until i am immune from homeworks.

i went to SCP just now. bought my sis's spectacles. i had my eyes checkup either. the macho man said that i am the one who need to wear spectacles. hahh? NO mann! is my face going to be like one of them?

HAHAHA,

Oh my dearrr. my face look terribly bad mann. feel like to run around the school and shriek out " DONT you ever dare to open THAT PAGE where my face look like a tuttt" hahha. hahh biarlahh nasi da jadi bubur. hmm sedap jugak ek, da lame i x makan bubur wkakaka XD but i loveee my class picture LOL. (im talking about my school magazine *forgot to mention that) hehehe.

let me show you the real platesss haha ;

got to sleep. Salam ;D

cool school

2010-01-06T22:03:00.006+08:00

x faham ke dik?mehh sini kakak ajar ye haha XD

i am loving school now. yeahh i'll try to calibrate myself, i found out that it is onerous being a science stream student but hell yeah i'll do my best. the guy who sat in front of me, *nameless. he always make me to puke for his dracula-like vein. but hmm it's fine i dont mind that. at least i have someone to kid with.

it's fthird day of the week and i've already been given a task for physic's subject. i need to spent my almost free time to do that task. it's actually just a scrap book. haha ;D but i am so blurr and i have no idea how to begin, blablabla.

sejarah was really fun. i had so much joyyy. i love when Mrs Pardeep make use of her 'creativeness' in class. haha. all the ~~dum dum dum~~ bahahah. aduhh censored! wkaka. AG we have to sit on the floor since all the tables and chairs were gone *merajuk sbb sye da lme x masok wkaka.

i miss 4 Cemerlang. sorry michelle, and blablabla ;( hehe. im not being a betrayer haha. my mom wants me to stay in 4B. alaaa, we're still in the same school maaa ;D *sedihhh

just had a chat with my school teacher just now. in FB. asked her about add math. haha. miss her a lot though i meet her everyday in school. i wish she could teach me this year,

daaa, i know it's getting bored in here. i wrote almost all my daily journey hehe. well, it is Nat's Babble. my babble my celoteh and my blablabla.

i am done with my babblement. Salam. have a nice and bright day tomorrow! ;D

missing my gayfriend so much ;')

mari kita ke sekolah

2010-01-04T19:55:00.008+08:00

"take a breath.. take it deep.. calm yourself.. he says to me..."
wahh. Rihanna was the one who woke me up this morning. hwawa. arghh just shut the alarm up. the alarm just made me feel to stay asleep,

"bangun2, hari nie da skola,"
aduhhh. Zzzzzzzz. 4 Bestari was fun but i couldnt feel the fun at all. shafiah was absent. i have nobody to talk to since Szarra went back to 4 Cemerlang. so i just chatted with myself. hahh. gilo ka. no lah. actually i was happy to be in that class but anas is not going to be there. hmm but i finally met my 2 Bestari friends again ;D

Biology, Chemistry, Physic, and Add math. arghh im worried about my Bio. need to struggle a lot to get straight A's in all the subjects. ergh.

"prefects board got many new rules this year,"
aduhhhh lagi. i didnt attend my school prefect's meeting for twice. haha. sshhh. i dont know what the actually new rules it is. there were some prefects resigned. how about me? no, im not resigning. i loveee being a prefect. LOL. ahhh, rekaan semata mata. wkakaka.

"kak natasha! kak natasha!"
hwawa. da lame x dgr ini jeritan. alahai adik2 ku semua XD

"form 4 year is not for you to 'honeymoon',"
best gak kalo dpt honeymoon hwawa.

"along, ika baca ikrar hari nie. maka kami, rakyat malaysia, berikrar, blablabla,"
haha. my sister ika yg 9 years old tuh baca ikrar kat sekolah dye hari nie. wahh smangat btol. proud of you.

"B da tahun 6 da. UPSR la plak,"
hahh rasakan b! haha. goodluck to you. contohilah along mu ini wkakaka.

"penat. kene urus hal ehwal murid dari pg hingga ptg td,"
she's so enthusiastic about it. she always does.

loveeee youuu ika, ibu and b ;D

Mentari da bersinar, ayam pun mula berkokok, mari kita ke sekolah, siapa dulu tiba, melihat kamu di sana, cikgu turut gembira. pagi cikgu, pagi muridku, mari kita belajar. lalala.
ini lagu zaman kindergarten sye, hwawa ;D

no homework for now LOL XD got to go. bbye! Salam.

it goes and comes

2010-01-03T17:32:00.004+08:00

smk bukit jalil yg tercinta tumpuan kasih dan sanjungan semua

dont you guys think that school is such a wonderful place? haha. tomorrow is the day. the day when i need to wake up early in the morning and go to school with my sleepy head arghhh.

hopefully it's going to be fun being a form 4 student. im wondering what class am i going to enter and who'll be my classmates.

yeahh actually i am not good to go yet. im so not prepared. i lost my pencil case and all the stuffs in there. ahh. i didn't even write my name on my new fresh books yet (i can still smell the trees) hwawa.

i have only 30 % mood to go to school. such an improvements. yesterday 5 % only lol. oh my, how much i miss my teachers and friends. and da lame x kaco makcik2 kantin yg comel2 belaka hahaha. rindu mihun soup kantin jugak heheh.

kepada teachers, friends, makcik kantin, and semua staf sekolah yg dikasihi, nantikanlah kehadiran seorang pengawas yg sengal bernama Natasha Alia Sahazali niee dgn album terbarunya :

SCHOOL! *fainted.

wkakaka XD

im totally off to bed now. salam ;D

2010-01-03T01:52:00.004+08:00

hahah. you are totally mine now Miss Ixus XD

baby dont cry lalalala haha

mymom brought me to sogo yesterday to buy her handbags. and also my new canon ixus 110. mp4 player for my b najwa. and *something like Vgames ( idk what is that) for my ieka. before that we went to sg besi lunch-ing. haha thankss ibu i love youu hehe ;D

it's the day!

she loves purple color. haha, today is 3rd Jan. and its her birthday. my aunt, Miss Mutia Aggerek Jusoh. yg ke 2_ hahah. biarlah rahsia. yeahh wishing you all the greatest in life. and be happy with everyone especially with me! lovee ya!

i got a present from my home tuition teacher, Mr Raja just now. he came home. he just got back from India. i wish i could be one of his students for this year but no. he doesnt teach form4 and 5.

i want no ending.

2010-01-03T00:14:00.008+08:00

Salam guys, 01/01/10 already huh. i still feel like im in 2009 year ;) first day of 2010, i went to KLCC with anas, shafiah and her sister. we had fantastic time together.

didnt waste so much time because we were quite late. i can say it's tardy, straight away to TGV and bought our tickets first then had lunch. watched Cirque du Freak:The Vampire Assistant. omg, that boy huhh what his name ahh alaa, he is such a babe! the guy who's selling the popcorns was also double hotty. A--- XD

then guess where did we go? Petrosains! haha. yeahh, it was awesome! ive been there last year but its fine to be there again because its worth it. then blablablabla. im so unmotivated to type more than that. yeah im a sloth. so what. haha ;D

and it was my last day with anas before leaving to Surabaya this Sunday. argh, i was crying like a lot on that night. i feel so depressed ;( i dont want her to leave. *tears running down

2010, here i am,

2009-12-31T23:59:00.008+08:00

haha. yeahh. it looks quite familiar last year XD *mls nk cari pic baru

Salam. I just wanted to take this quick opportunity to wish Happy New Year for 2010. 2010 already huh? wahh. time's running so fast. tup tap tup tap papp! 2010! wohooo! last year, at this moment, i was in flight, flying to Seoul. haha. oh my, how much i miss that moment! aduhh. i wish i had a doraemon to take me there back. arghh crapss!

how was my 2009? i didnt actually enjoy my 2009 year because of my PMR. hahh. it was just okay until it came to 24th December! haha LOVE it! Alhamdulillah ;) hope to see more positive things in this year. i am running out of words in 2009 year. i am looking forward to have a great 2010,

again,
im wishing you a

magnificient, wonderful, delightful,
cool and glorious
Happy New Year.
hahaha. love yaaa!

Happy New Year, 2010.

dont let it fade,

2009-12-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys for not posting the past few days. i was just quite lazy to blog. recently i've been spending a lot of time with my family. i know i'm being so procrastinate right now ;D

meniti hari-hari terakhir 2009.

24th December : took my PMR results, it's just like a dream. celebrated it. yaww!
25th December : went to no where.
26th December : Giant kinrara. bought my cuzzie's stuff.
27th December : UITM. congrats Along Aina. registered for her master ;D
28th December : went out. Pav and TS. watched Zombieland. haha. F***king crazy.
29th December : Carrefour. taking my new ic. LOL. i couldnt see my nose. the picture's too dark.

im just feeling very bad about next year. without Anas and Nadia. guys know what, i have no mood to be in school next year, yeahh you guys will see my 'blurr' face everyday in school. i'll be a loner. no no, a Cool Loner. haha XD

okay guys, i got some pictures of mine and my happy big family. haha. since i didn't post anything about that. so i'll just show you the pictures. let those pictures perform the babble. hahh.

2009-12-24T16:53:00.006+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Straight A's ;D

p/s: not showing off. bukan senang nk dpt nie.

thanks Allah, parents, family, teachers and friends.
im so happy. finally ;) berbaloi semua usaha dan kesabaran sye.

i've got so many things to be updated in here,
but i have no idea where to start and how the stories went.
my mind is totally blank.
im feeling so grateful.
Thank You Allah,

my bestfriends, Anas, Shafiah and Suraya also get straight A's.
wehh, i love you guys. forever. thanks for everything,
we've been through a lot kan in this year.
and finally Allah memberi balasan yg amat baik untuk kita ;)
i told ya. hehe ;D *rse sedih pulak.

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah,
my words just cant explain how much im so grateful.
*mcm pena nmpak je ayat nie dlm myspace ku wkaka.

berbaloi-baloi XD

Tomorrow never dies,

2009-12-23T02:07:00.006+08:00

as i've wrote or type *whatever, i went to The Mall to buy shirts for my grandpa with my aunts. last saturday night. and we had dinner at the Memory Corner. then went to surau for solat Maghrib. there was something that made me so quite resentful argh.

gambar sekadar hiasan umah XD

i really don't think a group of people (choir) should sing near the Surau at that moment (Maghrib) aduhh. at least they must show their respect to other people (in the surau) even in the mall. i just feel upset about that. and totally annoyed with their voices when i was praying. i have to take three times to repeat the same doa because i couldn't concentrate (khusyuk). hm okay *shut my mouth. nothing can be done. haha.

and one more thing, i saw a group of salesman. quite goodlooking. ahhhh,sudah2 laa. they were arguing about something. actually it's more like fighting. but no punching around. just heard them from far. quite near actually. haha. what a good workers ;D

will be continued,
after my results ;)

yeah tomorrow never dies, but i will ;(
"yeah im terrified, but im not leaving, i know that i must pass this test, so just pull the trigger..."

*~~right~~ left click to see it clearly ;)

Ya Allah,
Kau berikanlah aku dan semua calon PMR 2009
keputusan yg cemerlang pada kali ini.
Amin ;)

yeahh good luck to me
and all the pmr candidates ;D

Jariku sudah malas.

2009-12-19T15:45:00.013+08:00

my grandparents will be here anytime!

clean up the room! faster! heheh. da lama x jumpa mama and papa. if jumpa pon kat kampung (Kota Bharu) itupon if i balek la. papa need to go to the Tawakal Hospital because his brother (ayah cik/atuk cik) saket, so we'll be going there at about 6PM.

maybe i'm not going to update anything because i'll be busy busy and busy ceh ceh cehh. plus lazy to type anything. my fingers are so tired already. this is just because of my fingers!

along : hey fingers,u ingat fingers i nie bpk u ke yg punye?
fingers : nope, Allah yg bg kat u, u jgn nk bongkak sgt nnt Allah tarik balek rezeki yg Dye bg.
along : aduhhh pedas sungguh ayat tuh *terdiam sejenak

hehehe. okay okay. i surrender XD

WOW

fingers ohh fingers. okay this is another thing that whoever with a big brain did when they are being too creative,

okay guys, im off to The Mall and straight away to the hospital.
salam ;D

dirty car mirror

2009-12-19T00:01:00.005+08:00

psstt, heee. i miss u guys ahakz. ehh,salam maal hijrah again. hoho. went to JJ just now, 12.00PM-5.00PM. arghh wth. i couldnt feel my feet no more. my mom bought half of school stuffs for my sisters only. only? what about me? arghh

ibu : sebok ckp2 nie, pegy la pilih along pnye brg skola.

along : hehh,xde mood lg nk beli. after results je la ek. heee.

cik ha : hahaha,cik ha faham

hwawa. aduhhh how many days left? less than a week? Ya Allah! oh ya, i lost my watch perghh. and also my USB wire. missplace again. so i couldnt put my pictures, ;(

btw, i also got a chance to touch a snake. hehe. and talked with a parrot. haha. @_@

WOW

arts on the mirror. what a creative handmade. ehem ehem. everytime there's like 'wap' ke 'habuk' ke on my dad's car mirror i'll write something like 'natasha alia' / 'jae hee' / ' 'jae joong'. wkakaka. tuh zaman2 dulu laa. tak berseni langsung hwawa :D bukan mcm yg kat bawah nie. check check check it out hehh

Salam Maal Hijrah 1431

2009-12-17T13:23:00.005+08:00

Salam Maal Hijrah 1431. time's running so fast kan? aduhh. i'm now getting older already lohh. hehh. result PMR will be released next week on 24th December ~~(not sure yet)~~ (very sure). Ya Allah nervous ku ini hanya Allah je yg tahu arghhh ;( hopefully the result will be A A A A A A A A ;D i want those As.

Hijrah means berpindah dari satu tempat ke tempat yg laen. even me, i pon nk 'berhijrah' lah. i think i need 'berhijrah'.to be a better person and be stronger. i want to be more cool. haha. i want to be more matured. yeah yeah matured la sgt. and mcm2 lg. i'll try babes. i'm going 16 lohh. 16? Ya Allah rasa mcm baru je turun pentas mse nyanyi lagu 'katak si katak lompat' time kecik2 dulu ;( *rindu plak

okay guys, im wishing you all to have a successful and prospercus new year. oh ya, i would like to thank my family and friends for brightening my day and life that sometimes seem quite dark. hwawawa XD

Birthdays in December.

btw,today is also birthday of my bff, Suraya Hanis bt Abdul Halil. i lovee youu Daten. she's my bestfriend since i was eight years old. *kelam kabut ayat. hehh. perghh lama tuh, yesterday plak Adi's birthday. he called me first baru i teringat birthday dye, heheh. sorry2 ;) and last monday, 14th December my cousin's birthday aka hotty's birthday hwawa. Aina Zaireynna bt Md Zainuddin. i love youu guyss <3

Suraya Hanis bt Abdul Halil,

17th December 1994 ;D

Aina Zaireynna bt Md Zainuddin,

14th December 1987

Happy Birthday to You, Happy Birthday to You, Happy Birthday to You, Happy Birthday to You,

beriadah with those telur

2009-12-15T12:55:00.022+08:00

new day ;) argh penat x hilang lagi. yesterday i went out and i met Farhan time i nak balek. omg. he and his friends, Amirul and Syahir. ahaha. they're so funny. but jumpa skejap je aduh, *no pictures.

i went to Taman BJ last sunday evening, ohoho, beriadah sambil tgk abg2. ahaha. no lah. oh i met syafik there. i was like "huh ehh mcm knal lahh. hi!" haha. thats all. oh ya, sye jogging sambil mkn gula2 kapas tuh wkakaka XD

'beriadah' moments

oh ya i met Sazzy's hubby at Petronas Station Bukit Jalil. hoho,he's soooo handsome. seriously i said mann.

WOW

Eggs Art. comel gle babes. aduh rasa nk mkn maggie telur la plak XD

bytheway,

da ckp pasal telur nie ape kata i bg satu lagu. lagu nie bestt and da popular di kalangan peminat2 telur, hahaha. telur telur tu telur telur tu da da da wkakakaka

Eeka oh eeka,

2009-12-13T01:25:00.003+08:00

Nur Hanis Shafiqah bt Sahazali
11th December 2001.
i love youuu eeka, may Allah bless you always.

my sis's birthday party, it was so purple yesterday ;D

she's my youngest sister,
and arghh mulut bising sgt. x tahan ambo.
haha, tgk la along dye, hehh ;)

Siti ckp 'Percayalah...'

2009-12-09T21:02:00.024+08:00

today, i just stay at home, nothing much happened. what a boring day for me X( My head arghh! actually my head okay je. hwawa. oh ya i opened my mail after like a week i didn't open it. Ya Allah, 1309 unread mails. hahaha. but almost of the mails are from Facebook la, My Space la. aduhh. bosan. i thought from my fans ke ape ke. hahahaha.

my currently post nie hmmm maybe you guys have seen it before. yeah yeah *malu. hehh. but they are really heart-pulling (menarik hati) wkaka. *kepala otak sye heart pulling.

check this out guys!

yummy yummy! wanna have those ice creams? please call an ambulance before you do. guess what? these are all SOAPS! a.k.a SABUN. haha. mandi sambil makan, baru ada style. and please keep it away from childrens yeahh ;D

and these things, i mean yg kat bawah nie. baru la boleh di masukkan dalam perot because those are just some yummy cakes wahhh!

you guys don't believe it?
believe it! wkaka ;D
*bak kata Dean George Tanaka. (host of Ripleys believe it or not)

da ckp pasal Dean George nie kan, da lama dye x call i taw *heartbroken.

hwawa. yeah yg tuh 'believe it' la sgt! wkaka.

gayfriend's birthday

2009-12-08T00:01:00.009+08:00

~~8th December 1994 - 8th December 2009 ;)~~
8th December 1994 - don't know when hehe

Happy birthday yeahh.
i love you Anastassia Isabella bt Othman.
always,forever,for eternity and blablabla ;D

she's my besteverfriend in the whole world.
she has been my girlfriend since i was nine years old.

we laugh together *always
we eat together *always
we sleep on the same bed *i love it haha
watch ___ together hwawa *skg da insaf da hwawa
fight arghh *not always hehh
cry together *lately ;')
mandi bersama? *haha yeah we've done that too
when we talked on the phone, argh sampai 2012 pon x rase nk letak ;D
byk lagi la.

oh yeah, she's moving to Indonesia next year.
nnt sape nk temankan sye kat skola?
sape yg sye nk call nnt?
spe yg nk dgr bebelan sye nnt?
sye nk bgtaw rahsia sye kat spe nnt?
spe nk jadi gayfriend sye nnt?
hmm im feeling so down when i start to think of it.
arghhh! hahhh.

Birthday Girl's Blog

people, if you hurt her once, i'll hurt you 99999999999999999 times!

may Allah bless you always ;)

everyone connects ;)

guys, i bet you have watched that bunkface commercial, i mean the TM commercial. argh Sam! he's so cute in there! i just saw it on TV just now and i feel like want to watch it 100 times. bersemangat bile tgk benda nie. and there's a teenagegirl who sang along with Sam. Arghhh what a lucky girl! okay let me show you : haha

there'll always be joy and pain

2009-12-07T20:05:00.008+08:00

banjir wooo.
yeahh that's my aunt on/at the left. hahhh

more pictures soon. *xtaw bile pictures boleh sampai X)

tuttt. topic changed again.

all the pictures (accident) are not belong to me ;)

it's quite scary looking at those pictures right? since my kampung is in KB so i posted this. i've been here before (KB Mall) arghh and i think i'm not going to go there again. heee.

yesterday my sis showed us (me and ibu) one of those picture and i thought it has been edited or what. until i saw it on Buletin Utama i was like "Ya Allah, mcm x percaya je," *rse insaf plak. Al-Fatihah buat mereka yg terkorban ;')

"Di mana saja kamu berada, kematian akan mendapatkan kamu,
kendatipun kamu di dalam benteng yang tinggi lagi kokoh,..." (An Nisaa':78)

so guys, you can die at anywhere,anytime. hwawa
maybe after a few hours from now?
ganas la plak ayat nie.
i'll change it ye

ingatlah, kita manusia nie boleh diambil nyawa bila2 masa sahaja ;')

Hey Ladies haha ;D

2009-12-07T14:45:00.010+08:00

there's a little boy asking his mother "Mengapa ibu menangis?"
"Kerana aku seorang wanita", his mother answered.
"Aku tidak mengerti",he said.
His mother hugged him and she said, "Dan kau tak akan pernah mengerti"
then the little boy asked his father,"Mengapa ibu suka menangis tanpa alasan?"
"Semua wanita menangis tanpa alasan", his father only answered that.

*i changed a lil bit of it ;D

Allah berfirman:

"Ketika Aku menciptakan seorang wanita, ia diharuskan untuk menjadi seorang yang istimewa. Aku membuat bahunya cukup kuat untuk menopang dunia; namun, harus cukup lembut untuk memberikan kenyamanan "

"Aku memberikannya kekuatan dari dalam untuk mampu melahirkan anak dan menerima penolakan yang seringkali datang dari anak-anaknya "

"Aku memberinya kekerasan untuk membuatnya tetap tegar ketika orang-orang lain menyerah, dan mengasuh keluarganya dengan penderitaan dan kelelahan tanpa mengeluh "

"Aku memberinya kepekaan untuk mencintai anak-anaknya dalam setiap keadaan, bahkan ketika anaknya bersikap sangat menyakiti hatinya "

"Aku memberinya kekuatan untuk mendukung suaminya dalam kegagalannya dan melengkapi dengan tulang rusuk suaminya untuk melindungi hatinya "

"Aku memberinya kebijaksanaan untuk mengetahui bahwa seorang suami yang baik takkan pernah menyakiti isterinya, tetapi kadang menguji kekuatannya dan ketetapan hatinya untuk berada disisi suaminya tanpa ragu"

"Dan akhirnya, Aku memberinya air mata untuk dititiskan dan ini adalah khusus miliknya untuk digunakan bilapun ia perlukan."

"Kau tahu; kecantikan seorang wanita bukanlah dari pakaian yang dikenakannya, susuk yang ia tampilkan, atau bagaimana ia menyisir rambutnya."

"Kecantikan seorang wanita harus dilihat dari matanya, kerana itulah pintu hatinya.. Tempat dimana cinta itu ada."

Selamilah hati wanita mu.. dan ingat lah...
Setiap Wanita itu Cantik.

sumber : seorang hamba Allah dlm Tagged ;D

quotes; Women are like apples on trees, the best ones are on the top of the tree. The men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and don't want to get hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't so good but easy. So, the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top becuase they value quality ♥

kerana dirimu begitu berharga ;DD

If You Go Away

2009-12-06T13:38:00.011+08:00

went shopping with ibu, b and ika. actually ibu wanted to buy our baju kurung for the Kuantan's kenduri but hmmm nk bwat mcm mana, tak ada. btw thanks ibu for the bag, shoes and everything. i love youuu ;D

after spending a few hours to find my fav shoes,
finally i found this,

even though my feet was so hurt but i kuatkan semangat jugak XD

If You Go Away

If you go away on this summer's day,
Then you might as well take the sun away
All the birds that flew in the summer sky
When our love was new and our hearts were high
When the day was young and the nights were long
And the moon stood still for the night bird's song
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away.

But if you stay, I'll make you a day
Like no day has been, or will be again
We'll sail on the sun, we'll ride on the rain
And talk to the trees and worship the wind
But if you go, I'll understand
Leave me just enough love to fill up my hand
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away.

If you go, as I know you will
You must tell the world to stop turning
Till you return again, if you ever do,
For what good is love without loving you?
Can I tell you now, as you turn to go
I'll be dying slowly till the next hello
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away.

But if you stay, I'll make you a night
Like no night has been, or will be again
I'll sail on your smile, I'll ride on your touch
I'll talk to your eyes that I love so much
But if you go, I won't cry
Though the good is gone from the word goodbye
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away.

If you go away, as I know you must
There is nothing left in this world to trust
Just an empty room, full of empty space
Like the empty look I see on your face
I'd have been the shadow of your shadow
If you might have kept me by your side
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away

beautiful song ♥
Allahyarham Yasmin Ahmad used this song as one of the background songs in her movie, Mukhsin but it's in france language which is the original language for this song,

Love your neighbor

2009-12-06T00:48:00.007+08:00

sorry guys it has been like a day since i last blogged. hehh. don't want to talk much. just want to update about what happened last friday night ;D

that night i was in the family hall watching tv. and suddenly my mom shouted "cik ana kena blablabla!" i was so blured *as usual, and i asked my mom what's going on. and my mom said my neighbor was injured badly. arghh. takot gle sehh. her right hand cedera teruk sbb kena pinggan pecah. my mom cepat2 balut and my dad drove her to Hospital Kajang. so i've to take care of her daughter.

so guys, be nice to your neighbor *huh? blank. hee

info: neighbor is the people who lives near or next to another. haha XD

tuttttt. topic changed.

The Amazing Race Asia Season 2

Adrian & Collin won. Pamela & Vanessa at second place. third, the handsome dude, Mark & Rovilson ;P i loveee this season because there's Mark in there. haha.

The Amazing Race Asia Season 3

Oliver! haha. he's sooo cute! Vince and Sam were the winner. Ida and Tania from Malaysia tempat ketiga ;) this season hmmm quite okayy but i like the second season better ;D

The Amazing Race Asia 4?

natasha alia won. hwawa ;P
yeah yeah lahh.
oh ya sorry, season one tidak tertera di atas.

Sempurna haaaa.

2009-12-04T23:42:00.007+08:00

korg nk rase x? hwawa

salam. hey hey. i couldnt update anything right now. quite busy. well well well you know me. wkakaka. kenduri at Kuantan is waiting tomorrow. argh i have no gold baju kurung or dress to wear. does anyone want to lend me one? cepat2 hantar kat umah i okayy. hahh. my pretty cik ha jd pengapit. haha. takot nnt lawa dari pengantin je hehh ;D

yeah last night! hahhh. nnt2 je la i update pasal tuh. hehh. haa,just now i went shopping and hahaha. nie pon i update later ;D and about the rubik cube! hahah i almost forgot about that. Ya Allah byk nyee.

Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

hwawawa.

da lama x dengar lagu nie. xde sape2 da ke yg nk nyanyi lagu nie kat i? hohoho *sedihh.
oh okay fine, i'll wait for my edward to sing this song to me wkakaka XD * gilo ko gapo

Edward Cullen, i love you.

So you think you can dance?

2009-12-03T13:07:00.009+08:00

my gorgeous cousins came and we had dinner together last night. yeah they're damn cute like ehem2. hwawa. Syamimi and Safiya. argh. geram!

okay i think i am now addicted to 'So You Think You Can Dance'. but i only watch until season 4. baru season 4? hwawa. yeah Joshua Allen won. hm boleh la. Twitch's better. he's funny ;D

i love Mark Kanemura. he's kinda weird but he's so unique. his smile makes me melt argh ;D everytime i saw him on TV i'll arghh. haha. oh ya he came from Hawaii. Honolululululululu hwawa. i love HAWAII too! XDD

and one of the judges, what her name huhh hmm haaa, Mary! ahaha. she always screaming but her face still didn't move because of the botox. haha. i think she's the most hilarious woman i've ever seen. every time she screamed or laughed i'll be like "she's weird-oo".."she's crazyy" but she'll always be the television's Queen of Scream,

everything i do, i do it for you

2009-12-02T15:39:00.017+08:00

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Thank You Allah, You has given me the greatest gift in this world,
my family and friends ;)

i'll always love you guys until my dying day ♥

Bulan baru di Alamanda.

2009-12-01T11:13:00.012+08:00

finally i've watched the full part of New Moon at Alamanda, Putrajaya yesterday. i went there with my sister. and i was so blurr because that was my first time going there. haha. i didn't even know there's a cinema and bowling place there. lohh.

Teacher Ilyanakhisma was the one who asked me to join her with some standard 6 students. she's so cool ;) thanks teacher. the movie started at 5 PM. i went back home at 9 PM. tired-oooo.

New Moon + Edward Cullen = Amazing ;)

this movie was great. but guess what, sampai je ending part tuh someone texted me and as i searched for my phone, that movie ended. arghh tension btol. i don't know what the hell was Edward talking about to Bella time the last part tuh. aduhh. okayy, i am going to watch it again and again haha.

my favourites ♥

Bella: You're sort of beautiful
Jacob: How hard did you hit your head?

Bella: [feeling the blood on her forehead] I'm sorry...
Jacob: Bella, you're apologising for bleeding?

Edward: I promise this will be the last time u will see me, dont do anything rackles

Felix: The girl comes with us.
Edward: You can go to hell.

Edward: [From trailer] You just don't belong in my world Bella.
Bella: I belong with you.

Bella: [From trailer] The absence of him is everywhere I look. It is like a big hole has been punched through my chest.

Edward: You can't trust vampires... Trust me.

Bella: Its bad because i'm older than you.
Edward: No, i'm 109 Bella.

Bella: I thought we agreed, no presents?
Charlie: The one from me isn't wrapped, so it doesn't count.

Jasper: It would be nice to not want to kill you all the time.

Jacob: Bella, you're crossing a line.

Bella: Then don't draw one.

Mike: Okay... We could check out "Love spelled backwards is love" You know, it's a dumb title, but, um, it's a romantic comedy, it's suppose to be...
Bella: No. No romance. Uh, well, how about "Face Punch" You heard of that?
Mike: Well, it's an action movie.
Bella: Yeah, it's perfect. With guns... adrenaline... it's my thing.

Mike:Okay... I think I'm going to throw up!

Alice: Bella, what is that God awful wet dog smell?
Bella: Um... That's probably me. I've... It's Jacob.
Alice: Jacob who?
Bella: Jacob's kind of a werewolf.
Alice: Ugh! Bella! Werewolf's are not good company to keep!
Jacob: Speak for yourself...

Aro: What a happy surprise! Bella is alive after all. Isn't that wonderful? I love a happy ending.

Bella: You're here.
Edward: You can sleep. I'll still be here when you wake up.

Bella: [to Jacob] Please don't make me choose. Because it will be him, everytime. It's always been him.

Edward: Bella you give me everything just by breathing.

Bella: Hey, you're not going anywhere? You're going to come back, right?
Alice: As soon as you put the dog out.

I totally and completely LOVE IT!

bitter day,

2009-11-30T04:10:00.012+08:00

salam. sorry guys i haven't posted anything lately. it's just because i was totally not in mood of blogging. i don't know why. i really didn't feel like updating my blog. argh whatever. that's not important at all.

yeah and now i'm here and going to tell you guys about my day with aunts and cousins. i had so much fun. it has been like months since i last played bowling. haha. bowling? i'm in love with it!

haha i wasnt actually ready to be captured ;P

tgk tuhh. i 'redrounded' my scores. haha. xpena aq dengar 'redrounded'.

and something happened to us. that was the funniest thing that has ever happened to me LOL. i couldn't explain how the accident went. but that was damn funny mann. i ketawa sampai saket gle perot XDD aduhhhh! gelak tergolek golek bile da msok dlm rumah wkakaka.

suddenly.....

tuttttt. this is bad. really BAD.

i went upstairs and opened my ms.
my anas commented me:
weyh,ade brite sedih
bce blog kite

and i straight away went to anas's blog and read her latest post.
like hell i couldnt believe it!
i was like 'huh? biar btol nie? arghh'

my mom said: Allah mmg syg kat dye la tuh.
my mom mmg baek ngn family dye and
that boy was actually one of my mom's student when he was eleven.

Ya Allah, Kau tempatkanlah rohnya bersama sama org yg beriman. Kau tabahkanlah hati keluarganya untuk menerima dugaan pemergiannya. Semoga rohnya sentiasa dicucuri rahmat. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin ;')

azan Subuh sudah kedengaran, drama Natasha yang disiarkan di tv3 juga sudah tamat episodnya untuk kali ini. tetapi aku masih di sini dan tidak tidur2 lagi. dahsyat kan? hwawa. yeah im off to bed now guys. tc salam ;)

my raya day.

2009-11-27T23:54:00.009+08:00

salam. hey guys. this raya morning i woke up quite late. at about 10 something. it was just because my aunt went here. kalo x jgn harap la nk bangun. guess what, i slept damn late yesterday. 6.30 am. just imagine if my mom know that i slept at 6.30 am. my aunt brought her gorgeous Safiya and Mimi along. arghh they're soooo cute. ;D

after that my aunt brought me to JJ. my budget for this time just only RM__ . haha. i bought only 2 shirts and tuttt. hwawa. and something happened to me. i went to an emo store. act it's not emo but i named it as an emo store because the wall is painted with black and red color. i just love that!

anas,u must read this one.

location: emo store
character: me, abg hnsem (hnsem gle)

this thing happened when my tee was being processed by the guy. hoho. today is totally my lucky day. hahaha, he started to talk.....

handsome guy: blablablabla (act i have no idea what the hell is he talking to me about)
me : ha?
handsome guy: blablablabla (he still repeat the same thing and i still dont understand him)
me: ha? ha? ha? * blurrr
handsome guy: selamat hari raya lahh.
me: ohh hehh. yeah yeah. slamat hari raya

kononnye x nk layan but since dye tgh proses baju i tuh so teman la dye borak cket2. hampehhh. haha.

handsome guy: raya kat mne? (while checking the price of the shirt)
me: kat sini.
handsome guy: x balek kg?
me: x. banjir. (mls ckp byk)
handsome guy: oh yeke, kg kat mne?
me: Kelate
handsome guy: ohh cek mek kelate la nie. blablabla.
me: ahaha yeah yeah. (da cair da time nie arghhh)
handsome guy: and i am from Sabah.
me: ohh. (ptotla hnsem gle ****)

i'm praying so that he'll stop talking and just give me the shirt. because i couldn't tahan my nafsu when i looked at him. hahah. and suddenly he called his friend arghh damn hot jugak and he said,

handsome guy: wehh dye nie cek mek kelate (and he laughed)
me: hahah (nk gelak jugak minah nie)
handsome friend: hahahah

WTH? and he stopped. selesai jugak proses tuh. haha. he gave back my tee and Alhamdulillah lega x payah tgk muke dye yg hnsem tuh lg hwawa. if anas was there we will be like 'arghhhhh' and i think we will just shut our mouth and watch the guy talking haha.

and after that we had our lunch+dinner= lunner there. my aunts and cousins shopping bagai nak rak. mmg raya korban la. bukan korban lembu but korban duit ;D

i am so happy. thanks cik an, cik ha, along and kak uti. i love youu guyss ;) you're always the best.

Hari Raya Korban

2009-11-27T03:24:00.025+08:00

Salam Aidiladha

oh wait, my friends want to make a wish before their dying day. hehhh

LOL. act i have no idea what to put into the bubbles haha.

this raya i'm not with my family. my family are now at Kelantan while i'm at my home with my aunts and cousins. hehe, sorry Afiq. along tasha x jadi balik kg ;( i already miss my mom and my sis haha.

no sembelih sembelih here. yeahh nobody would like to volunteer themselves to be the korban, hwawa. my aunt will just bring us shopping at JJ equine park. i love going there. haha. again, i'm not the type of person who lovess shopping but since my aunt and cousins influenced me so ape lg hehh. girls without shopping is like boys without their ****. hwawa.

it's 5 am now and i'm still typing this? ahakz. i am so going to be the korban if my mom know about this! hoho. yeah i'll stop here. Max Havoc is waiting :) hehh. goodbye guys. tc. and Selamat Hari Raya ;DD

Suraya VS Afiq

2009-11-25T15:58:00.006+08:00

Suraya...seperti mana kau dan mentari.. lalala
hahah. wehh rindu gle laaa.
wehh anas, tgk tgn sue tuh. hahaha.
lentik babess hwawa.

"tgh bwat pe tuh haa?" Ya Allah. when i heard his voice argh i just couldn't tahan anymore. i miss youuu so much Afiq! yeah i've changed my mind, i nk balik jugak la kampung. haha. even my dad is going to drive Vitara due to the bad weather at kelantan. u know what i mean right, BANJIR.

i'll be like "argh susah nye nk tido"..."eee, bile nk sampai nie?"... "tepilah b along nk tdo laa" when i'm in that car ;( i'm not being ungrateful or what but i prefer merz instead of Vitara of course. more comfortable and bigger. i can also sleep in any style i want X(

oh ya,thank god there's still an egg and a pack of maggie left in my refrigerator. haha. so ape lg kebas teroz and bwat maggie before b kebas hwawa. sorry b, haha.